A/N: This is Part of my story Winter then July, But you don't have to read it just giving you a heads up =]
Unpredictable- maybe Chapter 1
I walked out with Butters. By then the other brained washed so called students were gone. It was just me and him. The Cute innocent Butters. I didn't want to make him impure. I Don't want to have sex with him. Everyone who had sex in this school has changed. I Haven't really, but I guess every has this God Complex afterwards. I Can't tell if Stan and Kyle have had sex yet, but who knows.
They feel the same way about sex that I do. Real Sex, as in Making love, Should be with someone you truly loved. I've Never had real Sex. I've Fucked yeah, but it's not the same. Fucking is Gross. It makes you fell so Disgusted with yourself you want to die.
So I've made a promise to myself. I haven't slept with any in two years. I've been saveing myself. For the right person, and I think I found him. Yeah the Irony of it all. Look you shouldn't love what's between the legs, but what's between there ears. The mind is a powerful tool. Yeah First impressions mean everything, but if you meet the right person who cares if you have a penis or vagina? I sure as hell don't.
So that Brings me back to Butters.
"So thanks for bringing Kyle that ice." I say to him still nervous as ever. It's weird, but I like it.
"Oh well sure. It was just a nice thing to do," He looks up at me and smiled. I watched him get his books and stuff them into his bag. When he slammed his locker he lend up against it.
"You're too cute you know that." I see him blush.
"W-w-well thanks Ken-Ken-Kenny."
"I'm sorry. I just have a lot on my mind."
He walked a little closer, his blushing looking up at me, "Like what?"
"Like you and me…"
He gets even closer, "really?"
I pull The Hood of his light blue hoodie off his head. He smiles at me. I pull him towards me by his Hips. I slowly lean in. when our lips touch magic happens. I feel like Everything bad in my life flies away and there's only me and him. He Kisses back, but pulls away fast.
He sets his hands on my chest, "I Want this, but I can't. If my parents were ever to find out I don't know what would happen to me."
I can feel him slip off me and I watch him walk away.
I really don't know if this is gonna continue, but I'll see! =]