My Head.
Oh it was pounding.
It felt like someone was repeatedly crashing my head against a car door or something.
I travelled up the lane that I had travelled up many years before, not remembering what had happened the day before… Let alone pretty much anything from the whole winter. I looked up when I realised I wasn't fully walking; I was being sort of dragged. My feet were slowly being scuffed along the floor as I tried to steady myself, only to stumble and to fall back into the arms around me. I looked up to see the familiar green eyes look down at me as I moved my head. I wanted to smile but all a sudden, something creeping up in my neck overwhelmed me and I fell to the floor heaving.
I could he him murmur 'Urgh… Not again' which made me believe that this wasn't the first time I was like this. He attempted to put his arms around me again to move me but failed as I heaved yet again.
That's when I heard them. The familiar voice's I know too well to be my mother and Joe Solomon.
"Zach! When we asked you to bring her here we thought you would have brought her at least half decent! Oh cammie dear"
My mom tried to comfort me only for me to heave… Yet again.
"Zach, You can go in now. We will take it from here" My teacher's voice sounded more of an order than a suggestion.
"No, I found her like this. I am staying with her." Hearing Zach defending me made me want to smile, which also resulted in me feeling queasy, again.
"Mom… Joe… I'm fine…" I couldn't believe the words had actually came out my mouth, and by the look of the people standing around me, they couldn't believe it either.
Damn
I must have been in a pretty bad state.
That's when the music started to fill my head; Boom boom boom da boom, boom boom boom da boom Over and over again. It was excruciating. I had never heard the song before but I could tell it sounded like a club beat. Something you would he in Ibiza or Magaluf.
That made me think.
(Note to self: Find out if whatever I had done to get in this state, involved clubbing in Ibiza or any other European country.)
"You need to get her inside, Joe" The voice of the green eyed boy, known as Zach, snapped me out of my thoughts and I just lost all balance and strength and now instead of hovering on my hands and knees, I rolled onto my back looking up slowly closing my eyes, desperately trying to stop the banging.
"We will do now, Zach" Joe's voice sounded annoyed, disappointed and…. Even worried. That was never good.
I felt the world suddenly disappear from underneath me, like it has done twice before by the same person, Zach. When I opened my eyes to see him, I didn't even bother to try and smile. I couldn't even bare to think how unattractive it must look throwing up in front of the only boy in the whole school, who just so happens to shows interest in me. The chameleon. I had never understood that fact, only melted into it.
Whilst he carried me bridal style, I put my head into his shoulders, still trying to stop the world spinning and my head pounding.
That's probably why I never noticed myself slipping into darkness.