Ok so be warned, this is a bit upsetting... Yeah... that's about it... Enjoy? Oh and make sure to remember the first line. It's important In the end of the story.
Words like this equal memories/past events

The first time I got my heat broken I cried...

"I'm sorry Sousuke I just... I don't feel the same about you..."
Drip... Drip... Drip...

Heh. I already knew she would say
no. How stupid am I to go and actually confess? I could hear the rain pelting against the ceiling as I climbed up the stairs to the roof, sketchbook in hand.
Why do I still have this with me? It's all filled with memories of her anyway, I thought looking at the sketchbook.
I stopped at the door and twisted the handle, a gust of wind wrenching the door knob out of my hand and yanking the door open. Ominous.
I stepped out and I was instantly
soaked but I didn't care. My feet dragged me to the wall behind the door and I sat down, leaning against the wall. It was last period, so I would get soaked walking home anyway. That reminds me.
Why did I choose today to start skipping class? I pondered over the thought as I closed my eyes. It's probably because of the fact that I have last period with her, but that... incident ... happened a week ago. Hmmm. Maybe there's a spirit calling me up here? I chucked at the thought. Hah. Like that could happen.
"what's so funny?" My eyes
snapped open let out a yelp, as I fell to the side. There was a guy sitting there. I was sure that there was no one on the roof before I came up here. Did he come in after me?
"Heeeellooooo?", he said as he waved his hand in Front of my face.
"Ah. Um... How did you get up here?" I questioned. He gave a confused smile.
"From the stairs obviously, dummy".
"Wait no. What I mean is when. When did you get up here? " I corrected myself.
He looked to the raining sky for a couple of seconds,
"I'm always up here. This is my hideout from the rest of the world..." He whispered, the words almost being stolen away be the wind. When he looked back to me there was a painful smile etched onto his face. I decided not to ask anymore.
"Well, I won't bother you as long as
you don't bother me so, may I stay in your 'secret hideout' for a while?" I asked. A surprised expression snapped onto his face. Then he smiled and laughed.
"Well, then you're granted permission to rest here... Umm sorry what's your name?" He asked tilting his head to the side.
I realized that he was waiting for
me to introduce myself.
"Sousuke... Yamazaki Sousuke..." I mumbled out. He smiled.
"Hi Sousuke. I'm Makoto. Please take care of me!", he said bowing his head slightly. I returned the greeting, clearing my throat.
"so um... What year are you in Sousuke? I'm a second year." He stated. So he was older.
"You're my senpai then. I'm a first year." I replied. He nodded and his eyes wandered to my sketchbook and brightened.
"You're in art?", I nodded.
"Can I look?" He asked. Again, I nodded.
He flipped through the pages of the
book, stopping at some parts to look closer or tilt the sketchbook.
"You sure draw about this girl a lot. Is she your girlfriend?", he asked, curios eyes looking up from behind the sketchbook. Oh... I forgot those were in there... I shook my head.
"No. She is-was my best friend..." I cut myself off. That's right...

" I don't think we can be friends after this Sousuke..."

He waited for me to continue,
green eyes urging me to go on.
"She was my childhood best friend and I had a crush on her. When I confessed... she rejected me and said we couldn't be friends after something like this. I didn't really have any friends besides her, being the 'recluse' that I am so I started coming up here for anytime I had free. I just decided to skip last period today. Didn't really feel like seeing her..." I finished and turned to him. He had that painful smile in his face again.
He bit his lip and stared down at his lap.
"I... I could comfort you?" He asked more then stated. I looked at him in confusion and noticed the blush staining his features. My eyes widened as I realized what he meant. I took a good look at him. He had soft, fluffy looking, brown hair and the most stunning emerald eyes. I felt some blood rush south as i stared at his blushing face. No way... I was into girls... right?
Despite that thought, I nodded slowly. He scooted closer and pressed his hand against my thigh and then slowly moved it upward to my cock. I was actually enjoying this. I leaned back and relaxed. He took this as an indication to continue and pressed his hand against my cock, palming it slowly through the cloth. I bit my lip to keep in a moan. He noticed anyway and gained some confidence as he slowly leaned down and...Fuck I could have came right then. He had leaned down and, after pulling off my belt, unbuttoned and unzipped my pants with his mouth.
He licked his lips as he palmed my
cock. Then he pressed his mouth against it through the cloth of my boxers and licked and sucked, slowly making his hands up to my v-line and slipping the boxers lower. I hissed as the cold air hit my cock and thread a hand through his hair to urge him to continue. He nuzzled the tip, kissing all the way down and licking a long strip to the top. Then suddenly taking all of me, and there was a lot, into his mouth at once. A deep moan slipped from my mouth, encouraging him to bob his head up and down. A few minutes later I came into his mouth, practically face fucking him. He pulled off and my cum was dripping out if his mouth. He made eye contact with me and smiled. How could someone look so angelic with such a thing in their mouth? I would never know because I practically dude the next second as he swallows... He swallowed it! I gulped.
"Did you enjoy that?" He asked,
eyes filled with hope. I stayed silent.
"It was my first time doing something like that so It probably sucked, huh?" He said looking away. I looked up and saw the insecurity showing on his face.
"No... Actually. That was my first time getting something like that done to me so I don't have enough experience to judge you but... I wouldn't mind doing it again..." I asked. Scratching the back if my head. His head snapped up. He smiled at me and... I smiled back. The next few weeks were filled with 'comforting' and a sense of happiness.

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Well that's the first chapter. I'll be releasing the next one in a couple days or so. Im aiming for Saturday so lets see how that goes