My Fear, Pain,And Darkness
Sometimes people run from things that they're afraid to face, but not me! I don't run from things that make me scared. People say run. I say stay and fight your fear and deal with it! You don't need to be afraid of what you fear because you know that it's all in your head, and you know that once it's in your head, you'll never get over it.
So tell me, what is fear? Is it being smaller than someone and having to look up into there eyes? Is it being in a new place with no friends and no one to help you when you need it? NO, it's not! It's your own soul making things seem like they're worse then they truly are!
You don't need to be afraid because if you have the light in your heart then the darkness can't get you. Don't even let the darkness touch you because once it does you may never go back to the way you were before. I should know, I've gone thought most of your pain and sorrow. I've dealt with pain, heart break, loss of a friend or family member and yet I wear a mask to hide my pain and fill my mask full of happiness and I can't break this mask until I'm alone in my home, room, or anywhere in my house because my sorrow and pain is too great for other people to bear!
So don't talk to me about it, because I know it and I've dealt with it many times before. Tell your heart that pain is a part of life, so that you may get over your pain on your own. I don't want to deal to with your pain when I have my own to deal with! So let me tell you, your pain and my pain is not the same and it never will be, so leave me alone and let me deal with my pain until its all gone and I have nothing left to live for in this world that makes me hate it so much!
I don't want to have this pain, but in this world that's all there is until the end of time and space when all human species are gone and things must grow once again. I'll miss this world when I leave it knowing that time will forever repeat itself and there's nothing you can do. So I guess the only thing left to do in your life is to be with the ones you love and live life to the fullest trying to answer your questions that no one else can answer but you. Pain. Darkness, Fear and all those other emotions that are apart of you but what is the one emotion you all use the most? I guess I'll leave the answer up to you depending on how you're living life and spending it. Because no one can answer that question but you and you alone!