My second one-shot! So, basically, what the summary is- Haruhi's thoughts. And what I think would she would think if she knew everything the rest of the Brigade was hiding.

Kind of OOC, but meh.

Disclaimer: I don't own the Haruhi Suzumiya series. But maybe Haruhi can help me with that. ;)

The power to change the world, huh? Wish I had something like that…psych.

If I didn't know I had this power, then Mikuru-chan doesn't know how travel through time.

Yeah. I know about my friends, too. Quite simple—Koizumi-kun's an esper, Yuki's an alien humanoid data-whatever-they-call, and Mikuru-chan's a time traveler.

It makes me laugh. Do they think I'm so oblivious?

Yeah. They do.

I know everything. Those three were all sent to keep me under control. To observe, to watch me. Kyon was somehow dragged in the mess. But the more they try to keep the peace, the more all hell breaks loose.

During our first year at high school- when Kyon and I were…in that gray world…I immediately knew it wasn't a dream. It was too real. I could feel the rush of wind from the monster behind us. And…I still felt moistness on my lips as I jolted out of bed, breathing heavily.

When we were shooting the movie, it was too much of a coincidence. Mikuru-chan shooting beams? Cherry blossoms? White doves? All to my consent? Too much.

And everything else that happened afterward. Chaos, then happy ending? And the explanation? Coincidence.

That's how everyone else would try to explain it. Coincidence. It just so happened like this, oh, we got lucky.

I could use this power for a lot more. Anything could happen. I could create a world of my own. All the SOS Brigade could be normal humans. Just teenagers having fun.

Like hell.

There are times when I wonder if a world like that would be more fun.

I mean, look at us, causing havoc everywhere.

…But that's more fun…right?

Yeah. It is.

Kyon, Koizumi-kun, Yuki, and Mikuru-chan might call it trouble. But they know it is fun.

And even though they wish I could control my desires, they're trying to make it seem, like they're completely happy with this world. Completely.

Liars.

Mikuru-chan? Moe, Lolita, petit. Doesn't she wish she could get out of my clutches? Of course she does. But hey, you've gotta make the best out of that cuteness.

Yuki? Need I say more? Though I can't blame her- who wwants to be stuck observing me all the time? That Data Inte-whatever-it's-called should redesign her to have social skills.

Koizumi? Although he doesn't show it, he's almost the same as Yuki. He's tired. He wants a break.

Even Kyon. I kind of feel bad for him. Kind of- he can be a real asshole sometimes. But the guy stopped believing in Santa when he discovered him. I know he's having fun; and in a way, the SOS Brigade is good for him- he believes. Whether he knows it or not, the craziness does him good.

Everyone wants a world of their own. Unfortunately, that's not going to happen.

For most.

I'm an exception, I guess.

And that makes me think- what am I?

Koizumi's "Organization" thinks I'm "God."

The Data thing (they really should get a better name) thinks I'm potential for evolution.

Mikuru's higher-ups think I'm a "time warp."

Kyon thinks I'm a pain in the neck.

I like to think of myself as a person. Who just wants to have fun. So the person has some power to help out with that.

I take a deep breath and take a look around the classroom. Koizumi-kun and Kyon playing a board game (Shogi or chess), Mikuru-chan brewing tea, and Yuki reading.

"Save the World by Overloading it with Fun: Suzumiya Haruhi's Brigade."

This is the SOS Brigade. Our purpose?

"To find aliens, time travelers, and espers in order to have fun with them!"

If we weren't "hunting" for the supernatural, we would just be a club that fools around and has fun.

Or a club that causes trouble.

But who wants something as boring as that?

There are espers, time travelers, and aliens out there, you know?

"Isn't that more fun?"

No doubt about it.

Of course, I am normal.

Right?

Yeah, right.

Sometimes, I would do anything to have fun and be normal.

Is that too much to ask?

I could make that kind of scenario happen.

But...

There's one person who indirectly makes an effort to make me feel normal.

Idiot.

But I can't help but love him.

I look out the window once more and close my eyes.

I don't want today to end.

"Hey, Haruhi."

"What?"

"…You look great with that ponytail."

What do you think? OOC, but was it good? Review, please~ ^ ^

Keep smiling! :)