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This is just a very short ficcy. It will be 2 or maybe 3 chapters long.

Here's the first one it has mostly trivial stuff, but it heats up towards the end and by far in the next chapter!

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Letting Façade's slip

My name is Lily Evans.

I am 16 years old and am in my 7th year of school.

My school is most probably different to yours.

I mean we don't study Maths, Instead we have Transfiguration.

In place of English, there is Charms.

And to us Flying lessons are much more useful then PE is.

But I probably sound as though I'm talking in troll to you.

I attend the Hogwarts School of witchcraft and wizardry.

I was born with magical powers.

Since my first year I have excelled, even though I was born into a non- magical or 'Muggle' family.

And now, in my final year, I am head girl.

But my school years have not all been happy sailing.

When I was merely eleven years old, I had not yet found myself- Most eleven- year-olds haven't.

But I was starting a completely new thing.

I was a muggle born- i9n my time it wasn't too common.

I didn't know any magic. I didn't know what it was wizards wore. I didn't listen to a wizards wireless, Or even own a copy of Witch weekly.

It was just like the vampire who taught us in our third year. different.

At first I tried to fit in, I learnt all the bands, bought all the clothes, I even knew all the words in every spell book we had been set.

It just didn't work- I was trying to hard.

That was when I vowed, after a whole year of being someone that even I didn't recognise, to just be myself.

If I wasn't going to fit in, then I may as well not fit in and be comfortable.

By the second year all the groups had been formed.

There were the Slytherins, the ringleader being Lucius Malfoy and his henchman Severus Snape. Malfoy and Snape were both pure bloods and considered themselves to be worthier then "Mudbloods" like myself. If anyone was likely to turn evil it would've been them; they were actually already quite close.

The next group would be the popular group- those who everybody knew the names of. The ringleaders of these were; Georgina Tucker and Shane Bell. They were both in Hufflepuff and began dating in our 5th year.

Crossing from the popular group into their own semi group were four boys. James Potter, Sirius Black, Peter Pettigrew and Remus Lupin. All four were in Gryffindor and the biggest troublemakers the school has ever seen. They were infamous for their pranks and had formed quite a fan basis.

Then of course you had the Boffins who were all really smart.

And the Retards who were all really slow.

Finally you have my group, the "Misfits" as we had been named. There were six of us. All with one thing in common- That we were different.

I was the Muggle born, with her own sense of style and a mind of her own.

Fran was half witch, half Imp.

Stephen was a bit of a punk and dressed differently.

Antony or Tony was very well off and well spoken.

Beth had a very high pitched voice due to an accident in her earlier years (Her mother had liked experimental charms.)

And finally Orion was very quiet, he kept himself to himself. Unless he really trusted you.

We stuck together through thick and thin.

Well at least up until our fifth year- that was when our hormones began to kick in.

I myself had gone through some changes.

Some girls develop early- I wasn't one of them.

I had always been a podgy girl. When my mother told me it was puppy fat and I would grow out into it- I didn't believe her.

But then heaven forbid- it happened.

I grew taller- my once stumpy legs were beautifully long, but still looked strong and healthy.

My spare tires had moved up and added to my chest size.

My freckles were still there which I was glad of.

People kept informing me, how my eyes sparkled and I had finally had my long dark red hair cut so it was at a manageable length.

When I arrived back at school, suddenly people didn't see me as "weird", my sense in fashion didn't cause people to sneer at me any longer.

For the first few weeks I liked my new "attention", people from the popular group actually talked to me.

Then with a harsh push back into reality it dawned on me; If I wasn't good enough for these people before, then why should things suddenly change?

The world was shallow.

From then on I was really cold to everyone.

It didn't help much that my group had suddenly split up.

Fran and Stephen had started dating- from then on all that mattered was each other.

Beth became very quiet and kept herself locked in her Hufflepuff dorm doing her own experimental charms.

Tony began to change his voice lost it's accent and was replaced by a very cold one. Needless to say, he soon crossed enemy lines.

Orion was the only one of my friends that I was left with. He was like myself a Gryffindor. He shared a room with the school troublemakers.

Orion had been my best friend since we had first met and I was the only one to know his deepest, darkest secret. We always stuck together- so much, that people often thought we were going out.

I can assure you we weren't.

That was also the year which something else came to light.

And that light would be James Potter.

When he first asked me out, I thought it had to be a joke.

But Orion soon assured me that it was more then that- Potter had a crush!

But would I go out with him? Like hell I would!

The only answer he received that year and the next was no.

I had my senses, and they told me that no boy who was that arrogant, conceited and yet somehow perfect was good news- however good looking they were.

Orion kept telling me he was a good catch that I should go out with him.

Yeah right!

But now, in my seventh year things have changed again.

Beth for one decided to come out of her dorm and associate with us again.

And Orion got a boyfriend (That was his big secret)

Thankfully for me, Orion's boy did not attend Hogwarts and although Orion would disappear now and again to the owlery, I still had my best friend.

Another thing was that I had noticed a change in someone.

James Potter seemed to have matured over the holidays.

When I saw him in the hallways, he wasn't hexing random people, but instead helping carry books or offering a warm hello.

He had also gotten position of head boy.

And by that I had seen that he could actually be serious and work hard.

We he spoke to me he gained a touch of sensuality and dignity.

He hadn't asked me out once.

Finally he had stopped goofing off to impress people; he just kept to himself and his mates.

He was a changed man.

This didn't mean I was going to act nice towards him- did it?

No, it most certainly didn't. It was just a face to gain popularity.

That was what she thought, until and eventful night.