Summary: Will is depressed and suicidal. He ends up in a mental hospital when he attempts suicide. What happens when he meets Sonny, who's an anorexic with anxiety? (A gay love story).
This story for me hits home so if you do this understand that it might just be a story to you, to its a painful journey I chose Will and Sonny for this because they are my favorite couple on daytime television.
In Will POV.
God, I hate everything. I suck at life. Why don't I just end it all and make everyone happy? I wrote, then closed my journal. "Will, it's time for school. Come on down." my mom shouted. I walked downstairs, grabbing my iPod and turned it on. "Have a nice day, William."My step-father said.
I walked out the door and went to the bus stop. I live three miles from school, so I don't walk. I hate the bus though.
"Hey faggot!" someone shouted, throwing a book at me. Seriously? A book? A tear dripped down my cheek, and the person laughed. "Are you gonna cry about it to your boyfriend? Oh wait, nobody wants you."
That did it. I walked back to my house. My mother looked at me and said, "Why are you home? You should be on the bus.", "I, uh, didn't feel well." I said, trying to hide the fact I was lying. "Well, try and feel better." she said, turning back to the computer screen. I walked up to my room and flopped onto my bed, finally allowing myself to cry. Everyone hates me. I'm worthless. I should just kill myself and make everyone happy. I grabbed my razor from my drawer and went into the bathroom. Quickly, I dragged it along my wrist, making five short cuts. I washed the razor, tossed it into the drawer, and walked into my room. I sat down, still crying, and thought.
"Will! What did you do?" my mother shouted. Shit. I didn't see her come in. "Why would you do this to yourself?" "I-I can e-explain." I said, tears streaming down your face. Sami walked over and put her arm around me."Why, Will? Surely things can't be bad enough for you to do this."
"Th-they are. Everyone h-hates me, and tons of k-kids bully me every day. They call m-me faggot and tell me I'm w-worthless.", "That's awful! But it doesn't justify you doing this. You're hurting yourself. Now, I'm not saying you should hurt them, but you should know they don't matter."
"I know... but it still hurts."
"Come on, clean up and get in the car. We'll get you help, and you can realize the other people at school don't matter." I washed off the cuts and put bandages on them. My mom grabbed her keys and we drove somewhere. I ended up falling asleep, and I woke up to see what looked like a hospital. " Hi my name is Sami Brady I'd like to check my son into the psychiatry ward. He's suicidal, and I don't want him to hurt himself." she said to a doctor. "Well, usually we wouldn't do this, but would you like to have him checked in tomorrow? We have an opening in one of the rooms that can be filled."
"Yes, that sounds excellent. Thank you." Well, I guess I won't have to deal with the people at school for a while.
I hoped you liked it I know it might seem alittle rushed but stay with me, In I would like it if you could give a review good or bad just be considered this is my first fanfiction.