Well originally i had uploaded this story with another account but i decided to delete it and open up a new one, i hope you guys like the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters of Victorious, all rights go to Dan Schneider.

Jade's POV

"6" I heard a loud noise

"7" Come on Beck, hurry!

"8" Maybe I should count slower

"9" Please Beck open the door

"10" I said a little quieter but I knew he had heard me. Tears were forming in my eyes, but I held them back, I reached for the door, but I stepped away, he didn't open the door, he didn't want me anymore, I knew this day would come, the day he finally realized he was too good for me, I had driven him away, there was no one to blame but myself. I rushed to my car and drove away as fast as I could.

Once I got to my house I fumbled with the key and ran up the stairs ignoring the confused faces of my parents. My phone vibrated and I saw I had a text, it was from Cat.

'Hey, I'll be there in five'

I cleaned my face; my make-up was smeared and I had tear stains running down my cheeks and changed into some shorts and Beck's shirt I normally slept with. As soon as I heard the doorbell ring and I rushed down the stairs and the moment I opened the door Cat took me into her arms and I let all the tears I was holding back out.

She grabbed my hand and led me up to my room. As soon as I finished crying she asked "Are you ok?", "Oh, yes just peachy" I replied sarcastically, I knew she was just trying to help, but I couldn't help it I am not normally a nice person, but to top it off, the one person I truly cared about had given up on me.

"Do you want me to leave?" Cat asked. "No" I said a little loudly, I didn't want her to go too. She was my best friend I needed her right now. "Kay kay" she said quietly and changed into her pajamas (We had a lot of sleepovers, so she had a bunch of her cloths at my house) and slipped into bed with me, we fell asleep almost immediately as I tried to forget the previous events that just flowed into my mind.

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I woke up and saw that Cat was already up and about with a cup of coffee in her hands. She handed it to me Bless her, I was wondering what she was doing at my house when suddenly I recalled the events of the previous night. I felt my eyes start to water but I brushed it off and stood up.

"Are you feeling better?" Cat asked me when she saw me stand up. I just nodded. "You know what Jade? You are better than that! You don't need him!" Her outburst took me by surprise "I do Cat, I do need him" I whispered mostly to myself. "No you don't jade, and I'm going to prove it to you. Stand up!" She ordered, honestly I was too shocked by her to disagree so I just stood up.

"Here" she said as she tossed me a tight purple shirt and some grey skinny jeans. I quickly threw them on but as I was reaching for my black combat boots, she slapped my hand away and handed me a pair of blue converse. I looked at her quizzically but she just turned around and I put on the shoes.

"Let me do your make up today. Alright?" It sounded more like an order "But-" I tried to argue but she just cut me off. "No buts" I just sighed and leaned back against the chair as Cat applied my make-up.

Once she finished I looked in the mirror and liked what I saw, my face was still dark yet I wasn't as mean and scary as it usually was. I loved it.

We went down stairs; my mum prepared breakfast and then left us in peace to eat. As soon as we finished, we went outside Cat got into the passenger's seat of my car and I got in the driver's seat.

"Are you ready?" Cat asked, obviously excited.

"Of course" I responded confidently, yet I felt like I was about to die on the inside. Cat had told me I had to get over Beck, and she was probably right all we did was fight all the time, it wasn't healthy. The problem was that I didn't want to get over Beck, he was the one person who truly understood me, he was the only one who could calm me down, he was everything to me, and now he was gone.

We walked towards the school and a few guys stared at me on the way in, yet said nothing, probably thinking I was going to yell at them. They wouldn't be wrong.

We walked into Sikowitz's class just as the bell rang, I saw beck sitting in the front he looked up when he heard me come in, our eyes locked for a moment until I looked down again and headed towards the back of the classroom with Cat trailing behind me.