Disclaimer: yeah I don't own this no matter how much I wish I did. But if I did Naruto wouldn't be popular at all cause I'm a horrible writer!!


Waaah!! Ok this is my VERY FIRST FANFIC ever. So please by kind and review xx;;
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Always.

He's always looked at me with those eyes.

Beautiful. So beautiful.

If only he was mine.

But he will never be mine.

He hates me.

Hates.

Every time I see him looking at me, his eyes are hard and filled with hate.

I am his rival. Nothing more.

But I love him. I've always loved him.

It's already been 5 years.

I'm just like one of those crazy fan girls. But I can't express what I feel for him.

I'd just be laughed at even more for being a queer.

Be picked on even more.

Bakemono.

Why do I have to be me?

It hurts so much.

But what could hurt more?

Dobe.

Dead last.

If only he understood the pain that he caused with those little words.

I should be used to such things.

But I'm not.

I'm weak.

And sometimes I wish I was dead.

But just being able to see him. And love him.

That is what I live for.

But I am getting tired of this.

Of being hated.

This one-sided love cannot go on forever.



Kinny: Oh wow. That was sooo lame ;; I am terribly sorry for ruining Naruto and making him such a sissy. I probably won't continue this cause it sucks. A lot. ;; oh well. Please review!!