Life is crap in ways and awesome in others for stiles!

by flirtyxlilo

okay so, stiles tries to deal with the bad side of his spark. The unintentional cravings for blood on a full moon. the sexual desire on the first and last day of a month and the powerful aggression repressed inside of him while he also has to deal with his feelings for himself and the pack itself.

1. Chapter 1

Just a small preview of this story and how it begins keep reading if you like. I'll try and update aside from school and stuff. By the way this is my first FanFic. Keep in mind I'm only 13 so, I'm very sorry if there are lots of mistakes. I tried my best to edit it :)

STILES' POV

"Can you cover for me?" We were on a mission and Scott wants me to cover for him. What could possibly be more important then my life? The alpha could come any minute now and tear me to shreds.

"What? No."

"Oh come on please."

"No."

Scott starts to whimper. "Oh no no no dont do that to me. It wont work and you know it." But he keeps doing it.

"Please, I swear i'll be gone for like just a second. He hasnt come and I have to pee, like, right now."

"Man your really gonna leave your best friend here to die while you take a goddamn piss."

"He hasnt come and i'll only be a second."

"What if he comes while your taking a leak huh? Then i'm screwed dead gone forever because you weren't here to defend me. News flash i'm a human, with no powers what so ever."

Scott sighs. "Please I promise he won't come and if he does i'll quickly come back I promise." I'm gonna break. I'm gonna break. Yup I'm deffinetly gonna break... Oh dont bring out the puppy eyes.

"Fine, but if I die I'm haunting you."

"Thank you, thank you I owe you so much."

"Yeah I know, now get out of here."

He hobbles to the nearest tree which is actually very far and I get out of my car and walk to his position.

Yup just my luck there he is, the stupid alpha ready to gobble me up. I start to panic. "Sc-Scott! Come on hurry up he's here." Nope Scott isn't running towards me to help, but you know who is? THE FREAKING ALPHA!!

"Scott! SCOTT!"

The alpha grabs me by my shirt and pulls me up. "Scott I'ma fucking kill you... if I'm still alive." I whisper. He grabs me by the neck and starts to choke me. I grab his large hand in attempt to take them off my fragile skin.

I start to make choking noises. Scott still not running towards me to help. Nope I'ma die. That is the truth. I'ma die, good bye world. I black out from the lack of oxygen.