Hello, IvanEragynski here! This is my first story uploaded and I'm rather embarrassed to have other people reading it... /// But I'm posting it in hopes that someone will enjoy it. Soooo yeah read on, please enjoy and REVIEW PLEASE!!!!!!!
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Insanity
His fists slammed against the cold stone wall as his breaths grew shallow, his eyes widened as the voices echoed around him, admonishing him to his fate… "A filthy child like you deserves no love… Foolish to think you could ever be blessed with such a thing. Remember your place…" The words ran around in his mind and he dug ran his nails down his arms, digging them into the flesh deep enough to make them bleed. A scream tore from his throat and was only silenced when his head forcefully collided with the wall and sweet silent darkness took him over…
Darkness
Pitch black as far as he could see, even with his superior eye-sight. No idea where he was or what time it is. He did care, though, all he cared about was whether Ike had gotten away… The battle took a turn for the worse and most of them had gotten captured by enemy units. He, himself, had been tossed in the back of a prisoners caravan and taken to a prison camp where he currently is. The soldiers had unceremoniously tossed him into a small cage-like cell where no light shone in. Again, though, that was fine… He deserved this after all. A filthy branded like him… An eternal sin against the Goddess… "You're getting what your kind deserves. A lifetime of sorrow and pain." A smile graced the sages lips… "Exactly what I deserve…" And only when a blinding light shone into the prison cell and a figure stood in the door did Soren ever think against what he had come to believe his entire life… As he saw his life-long friend break through the cell bars and reach a hand to help him up did he think, "Maybe… Maybe I deserve better… Maybe that's why I sought you out all those years ago. Perhaps I knew in my heart that you wouldn't push me away… I think that's why I was given another chance…" Soren smiled and took his Ike's hand and for once, he smiled quietly mouthing words of thanks that went further than just the rescue from the prison cell…
Fear
The moment Ike had asked what was wrong, thousands of thoughts flew through the sages mind, "What if he hates me for what I am? What if he tosses me aside…? I couldn't bear that… If it was anyone else I could take it, but not him… Not him…" So he simply smiled and said, "Nothing's wrong." The fear skillfully masked behind his false smile… Keeping his blood a secret in fear of rejection…
Blinding
They say some people have a personality that shines so bright it's almost blinding… A kindness that comes from within that's so warm it could heat even the most frozen of hearts… To Soren that was Ike… His blinding light… His eternal warmth…
Coping
It's been a week since Ike left Tellius. A week without his guiding light and this was only the start… Who knew if Ike would ever come back? Soren shoved the last wind tome he had in his traveling bag and slung it over his shoulder. With a sigh he left heading off to the edge of the town where Stefan was waiting for him. The two left for the Grann Desert, hoping to reach it within two weeks time. To Soren this was the only way to cope with Ike leaving him behind. To start a new life with new people who were like him… But even in the years to follow he would still wake up crying over having never confessed to the only man who accepted him… To the only one he would ever open up to… To the only man he ever loved…
There it is. The piece of shit I call my first fanfic. Hope you enjoyed it and again please review!!! Thank you!