all of you for all of me

by toavengeme

What happens when an already mad demigod is locked in a white room for 22 years? What happens when evidence proves he wasn't as malicious as he's considered? And what do you do when you see Loki's heart is just as big as Thor's, but there's just too many wounds that time cannot erase? ... Tags: Chaotic Neutral Loki, Solitary Confinement, Mental Disintegration, Heavy Angst.

1. Chapter 1

Author's Note:

For philosopherking1887 who was my lovely, immensely talented Gen Valentine. (I know you enjoy writing Loki as a philosopher but I feel I cannot write him as you do so I settled with Jane sort of being one. If I appealed to your tastes at all then I hope it is because of the different perspective of what love looks like.) Check out her work on AO3 under Philosopher_King. You're in for a mighty treat!

Thanks to the stellar Lady Meg for letting me participate in a group of immensely talented fellow fans. She's here under ladymacbeth99.

Featuring:

Loki, Jane Foster, Bruce Banner, Natasha Romanoff, Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Thor, Pepper Potts, Nick Fury; small cameos with Maria Hill, Clint Barton, Vision, Scott Lang, Wanda; mentions Jessica Jones and Co, Daredevil, Bucky Barnes, and a majority of other newer Marvel additions.

Some Explanatory Tags:

AU-ish, Chaotic Neutral Loki, Solitary Confinement, Mental Disintegration, Extreme Case of Persona Detachment, Heavy 'Heart of Darkness' Influence, Heavy Angst, Love in a Different Light, Avengers 2012 Group Retires, References Ragnarok, (Welcome to this Month's Most Unlikely to Defend Loki Featuring Jane Foster), (Also Introducing Philosophy-Loving Jane), Gen Secret Valentine Exchange.

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All of You + Me

R.M. Drake

...

There is
too much noise
in me,
and too often
I feel
Interrupted.

..

I need order.
I need love.
I need all of you
to calm the waves.

..

All of you to
set me free,

..

and

..

all of you
for all of me.