A/N: This story will be finished in 2 chapters. The 2ndchapter will be from Magnus`s point of view.
Alec`s PoV
Alec palms were sweaty; he wiped them on his old and faded jeans. For the 12th hundredth time today, he swept his overlong hair away from his eyes. He was in Magnus's living room, on his couch, waiting for Magnus to finish his already perfect hair. To be honest, Alec was finding it harder to deny his feelings for Magnus for ages. He`d admitted to Magnus already that he wanted to go out. But he had to keep it secret. Magnus agreed. But he`d never told Magnus that he loved him, but he had to, he just was scared. Scared that once he admitted it, it would become all to true.
The Clave looked down on these things, going out with a downworlder, a male downworlder. 2 months ago, he too would have looked down on it, he was embarrassed. But it was the truth. If only I were a mundane. He thought longingly, longingly of a life where no one would look down on you for being in love. Mundane`s were so much more accepting than his own kind. If only.
Magnus walked to where he was sitting, snapping him out of his thoughts.
"Ready to go out?"Magnus asked, his Cat eyes gleaming. Come on Alec, he thought, it`s now or never.
"Wait Magnus, I-I n-need to-to t-tell y-you something."He stuttered out, stopping Magnus in his tracks.
"What is it Alexander?"He questioned.
I think I love you, say it Alec, say it. He fought with himself. Coward! It was now or never. "Magnus, I Love you!"He almost shouted. He then broke down crying. He carried on uncontrollably crying until Magnus interrupted him.
"What`s so wrong Alexander. I love you too."Magnus soothed him.
"M-My parents will be so d-disappointed with me. Everyone in the Clave will look down on me for loving you."He sobbed. Breaking down all over again.
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