p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"It started with rude deductions, first sincere apology in forever and a kiss on the cheek./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"No, wait – that was when span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"he/span first started to notice her. It really started with a list of deductions and a stuttering attempt to start a conversation. To anyone that didn't know her, she was a mess, a tool that could easily be used in any way he wanted. But he saw what was underneath – mainly because of his own gift of deduction. That strong, independent woman was just to influenced by his appearance (and his voice, apparently) that she shied away from showing her true colors./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"She first showed that strong character of hers when she gathered up the courage to ask him out. Three times. Once it was month after they were first introduced, once after she decided not to just give up half a year later and once when he was tempted to say yes. He sighed then, looking up from his notes and those big doe eyes of hers were so full of hope for something he knew he just couldn't give to her back then. So he simply asked her to bring him coffee upstairs – black, two sugars. He didn't even drink it like that back then. It was her preference, he deduced it in the first few minutes of their meeting. And since the day she made him that cup of coffee, he realized he quite liked it like that – sweet, but still spiked with a trace of the original bitterness, and milk was not getting in the way of the intoxicating smell. It was perfect./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Oh, and it was so easy back then. He could just waltz in, ask her a favor, and if she was not in the mood to be simply charmed by his fake smile, he complimented her hair, her clothes, and sometimes her make up, if she was masking her own natural beauty with it./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Then the unfortunate deductions happened. When he declared her boyfriend, who turned out to be one of the foulest men in all England, gay, it was the first time he regretted opening that big mouth of his. And he really didn't mean to unleash his fury over the Irene Adler case on the fragile form that was Molly Hooper. It was only when he saw the tears in her eyes that he first understood the phrase, "it hurts to watch". Of course he had said a lot of things along the lines when criticizing the simple minds of people surrounding him, but the tightening pain in his chest was certainly new to him. He knew he had to make it better. And he did./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Oh, how he thought that tightening pain was over there and then, and how it would never be felt again! But then there it was, only a few months later, when she told him she didn't count. He still swears to this day that as soon as those words left her mouth, it was the first time in his life that he became completely and utterly speechless. Not because of what she thought of herself, but because it wasn't until that very moment that span style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: oblique; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"he/spanrealized she was more important to him than he let her (and everyone else) to believe. That he trusted her. That she counted./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Her role in faking his death wasn't very important, Sherlock knew that – Mycroft had even called it the last missing piece to a 1000 piece puzzle (Sherlock wouldn't talk to him for two weeks because of that comment). But he still felt proud when she found the body he had required (in the record time of one hour), and was forever grateful that she risked her job to fake his records. And when they met at the end of the cemetery after his own funeral five days later, she hugged him goodbye. It was an awkward hug, mostly because of lack of experience on his part, but she pulled away far too fast, still. She breathed out a final goodbye, and as she walked away from him she took a piece of him with her./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Then he spent two years tracking down Moriarty's web. He travelled, gathered up information about the people he needed to find and solved an occasional case if he felt like it. And on the nights, when he was on his own, he did only two things: thinking about how John was coping with his demise and wondering what did Molly take away from him when she hugged him. He felt at loss as she was walking away and he didn't know why./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Only when he surprised her in the locker room at St. Bart's and when she smiled at him in relief he found out what exactly she took – his heart./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"And it was a simple plan he came up with after John wouldn't talk to him – ask her on a sufficient date (solving crimes, of course! She was smart enough to help him and it was something that would show his true self – that's what people did on dates, right? No, later he figured it was not quite like that), tell her how he feels and she'll be moving in with him in a matter of weeks. If it hadn't been for that damned ring, which tightened his chest even more at the sight of it, it would've all gone as planned./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;""Unaware of the beautiful ..." What a lie. He'd seen that woman be beautiful in two weddings already, absolutely glowing once in yellow and once in white. The yellow dress brought out her cheeriness, even if her date was an idiotic ... meat-dagger, to put it nicely. And the white dress – well, he could only say that it was the second time he witnessed the most beautiful of sights. The first one was just a second after their first kiss, when a smile played on her lips and her eyes shone with love. He saw that face many times in the whole 48 years they spent together, but her arrival to the aisle, in a white dress and her lovely face, and the melody in the form of her soft voice when she said her wedding vows were a sight and sound not easily forgotten. He still had a picture his mother had taken right after the priest had proclaimed her his. He kissed her then, with hands on her cheeks to wipe away a few tears of happiness that escaped her eyes. The picture was placed next to his skull, seen to every person who ever entered his humble flat on Baker Street./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"It was the easiest thing on the world to fall in love with her timid and loving nature, and the hardest not to let his arousal cloud his mind when she went out of character with anger and fierce passion in her eyes. She was furious with him more times than he could count, but she physically hurt him only three times. Once after his relapse to drugs, when she slapped the hell out of him, once while giving birth to their daughter, when she had a death grip on his hand and shouted abuse, and he deserved one incredibly strong kick under the table at the Christmas dinner with his and her family, when he very explicitly described their sexual life to shut his annoying brother up./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Their children, a boy and a girl, moved out of Baker Street all to quickly, following each others dreams, and she cried her eyes out when they left for good. It was a beginning of yet a new chapter in their lives – the one where they started to grow old together./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"He did not change with age and neither did she. Not in character, and to him she did not change even in beauty. She was the one always pointing out her wrinkles and graying hair, but he never saw a single imperfection on her body and he never missed the chance to tell her she looked beautiful./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"It wasn't until last year that things had changed./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"Sherlock Holmes, an old man with a magnificent mind, folded the newspaper he hadn't even been reading and looked at the empty chair in front of his. The red cushions, ornamented in golden patterns, didn't show a single trail of dust, although no one had sat in it for more than a year. On the table beside it was an intriguing crime novel, which had been read once by him and countless times by her. There was a bookmark still marking a page somewhere near the end as it sat there in an unmoving position, next to a vanilla scented candle that used to drown the flat in a sickeningly sweet aroma that he secretly loved, but he could never bring himself to light it up, for he knew he would cry like a baby if he did./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"His eyes looked around the living room and once again searched for everything that she had put there, making their home worth living a happy life in. A series of lovely paintings on the wall behind the sofa that hid gun holes in it, a big colourful vase that had always been filled with fresh flowers, but held the same dried up bouquet of roses for a year, some bright and soft cushions on the sofa, a dark blue carpet on the floor. In the end they stopped at the chair again and he smiled./span/p
p class="p1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-size: 15px; font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 1.286em auto; padding: 0px; line-height: 1.5; color: #2a2a2a;"span class="s1" style="border: 0px; outline: 0px; font-weight: inherit; font-style: inherit; font-family: inherit; vertical-align: baseline; list-style: none; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"It was a bloody nice life he had spent with Molly Hooper./span/p