Disclaimer: CCS doesn't belong to me. Would you think I'd be writing this if they were? I'd rather be thinking up ideas on how to torture Syao-chan or something. No offence, Syao-chan.


I want to be pretty…

One day when I woke up, that was the first sentence that pops inside my mind.

I want to be attractive…

When I woke up from my deep slumber one day, I changed.

I want to be nice-looking…

I know I changed. I can feel it.

I want to be good-looking…

It wasn't big, the change, I mean. But still, it was a small change and from then, I changed.

I want to be appealing…

I welcomed the change.

I want to be interesting…

I want the change more than anything else in the world.

I want to be tempting…

I changed into someone not myself.

I want to be lovely…

I wasn't me from before.

I want to be stunning…

I became someone I didn't know.

I want to be fine looking…

I develop into me who valued my looks, my every possession.

I want to be striking…

From the tip of my hair to my little walking toes, I merit them.

I want to be exquisite…

Of course, I wasn't like this before.

I want to be eye catching…

There's always a reason as to why something happened. I have my own reason as to this sudden beauty realization.

I want to be gorgeous…

But for now, all I know is…

I want to be beautiful.


TeDDieZ BeaRZ:

Okies…that doesn't even have anything to do with nothing, not a poem, not a rhythm, not even a song. It was just spur out of the moment thing and it would stay like that. I kind of like it, the over and over again of 'I want to be' thing, but I can't help feeling something's wrong with it. Something……is definitely not right.

This is short, probably the shortest thing alive I've ever written, and it's only a page and a half. But then again, there's a first time for everything. You can say it's sort of a prologue or whatever. Anyway, I'm off to write the next chappie for this or getting more ideas for My Teenage Life. You can be assured that I'll revise this prologue again when I have the time in my hands. Maybe I'll get an editor or something. Anyone interested?

Check out my other fics if you please, especially My Teenage Life. It's a repost of Fate Had It All In Hands. It's good, at least, that's what I think it is.