Chap. 1- Mikey's SUICIDE

A/N Just a random thing I wanted to do. LOL! Remember, this is in the 2k3 universe!

BTW, the conversations that look like from a drama is actually texts.

Mikey's POV:

Here I am. Standing at the edge of the tallest building in NYC, looking down at the empty streets below.

It was late midnight and no one was out in the streets nor the rooftop so I was alone.

The cold wind brushed against my skin, making me shiver as I felt tears roll down my cheeks but I knew in myself that didn't wanna ever turn back. I gripped tight to the rope on one of my hands and held a kunai on the other.

Maybe you're wondering, why am I planning to take my own life when I have such a great one?

I mean, I'm a cool turtle dude with the best bros, the best father and the best friends anyone could ever ask for in the whole world! I can do basically anything I want; eat pizza, play video games, kick butt, prank my brothers, and etc!

But then, some of the things in my life turned from the best to the worst.

Firstly, Leo's getting serious and all so he could be a more responsible leader for our team. He keeps on overtraining us. Raph, on the other hand, is getting fed up with me and my pranks. He calls me hurtful names and always yells at me to leave him alone like I'm some kind of bug or pest. And then, Don locks himself in his lab to do a lot of random experiments. He rarely goes out and whenever it's already breakfast, I have to go to him to give him coffee. Master Splinter's trying to get us all to spend time with one another but it's either Leo's busy with training, Raph's out with Casey and/or Don's sleeping in his lab.

I felt like we're no longer a family.

What's worse was that our friends were also busy. April and Casey were busy working together in the place where April works, Angel was busy going about and doing things that she loves to do and our other friends were doing the same thing.

I was…alone.

Anyway, I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and let the wind flow to me, letting it's coldness blow away my fears and second thoughts. Then, I lifted the kunai and stabbed both my shoulders, one by one. The blood rushing down my arms and body made me feel less pain as I used the same weapon to graze my plastron, my neck, my shell, my legs, and the back of my head. I felt really dizzy and lightheaded with blood loss but I knew it would all be worth it sooner or later. I wrapped one end of the rope around my neck and the other end around the edge of the roof.

Almost. Almost there.

Suddenly, I felt my Shell Cell ring so I grabbed it from my belt and saw a message from my big brother.

Leo: Mikey, where did you go?

I sighed and texted back.

Me: What do you mean?

He texted back, of course, so I also kept on texting.

Leo: I saw you head out a few minutes ago.

Me: So? What were you doing up that early?

Leo: You know that I barely sleep cause I do late training.

Me: Oh, right.

Leo: Now, don't change the subject anymore, Michelangelo. Where did you go? And why did you go out this late?

Me: Leo, it's personal.

Leo: Fine but you better be back here by morning. Either if you come on time, early or late, I'm telling sensei about this and you'll get your punishment.

I groaned in frustration, rolling my eyes angrily.

Me: Fine.

With that, he stopped and then I dropped my Shell Cell on the roof so that it broke. I looked down at the streets again and sighed.

If I'll die tonight, I'll take my family and friends with me. I don't care if they don't care. I don't care about them anymore. Ever again.

I took a deep breath and lifted my foot up then I stepped on nothing but thin air, lifting my other foot before I feeling my body fall from the roof and the last thing I heard was my neck snapping then I blacked out.

A/N NOO! MIKEY!