What do I do? What do I tell him? Oh crap, I don't think anyone or anything will know what Jacob will do when he finds out. But it has to come from me. But what can I say that won't kill him inside as much as it kills me to be the one that has tell him? The one deep dark secret I ever have and it causes so much shit its unbelievable. I need to think what to say! Okay I need to chill, I guess the only way I ll be able to think what to do is to go over my problem from the start. My name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen, but everyone calls me Nessie. I recently just turned 18, which happens to be when it all began, my 18th birthday. I came down and my whole family was there, They'd decorated the whole house while I slept, Bella and Edward Cullen, my mum and dad, Jasper+Alice and Rosalie+Emmett, my uncles and aunts and finally Esme and Carlisle, my grandpa and grandma, but I just call them by their first names because calling people that look like their about 20 your grandparent is a little creepy... My whole family are vampires so they can't sleep, but I can because I'm half human so, I sleep, which can be really weird, being the only one that can sleep, and kind of creepy that my parents could watch me all night if they really wanted to, but anyway back to the point. I came down and they all cheered and Uncle Emmett gave me 19 slaps on the back (1 more for good luck.) for my birthday to annoy me and everyone surrounded me giving me presents. A beautiful browny bronze dress with matching heels from Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper, awesome! A killer make-up set from Aunt Rosalie and Uncle Emmett, Lovin' it ! (with an extra present of a drinking helmet that has two animal blood banks at the side with straws that come to my mouth from Uncle Emmett). A laptop from Esme and Carlisle, fabby-dabby-dosey (my favourite word). When it looked at mum and dad they looked at me very seriously.

"Wow you look happy mother dear"

"Very funny Ness" mum said. "promise me you'll look after it?"

"maybe, maybe not."

"Do you want it or not?" Asked dad, raising his eyebrow higher than I thought possible.

"Fine, fine I PROMISE ALREADY! now can I pleeeeeeease know what it is?" I said, batting my eye lashes as I pretended to beg.

Dad held out his hand. Just in front of my face, there was a key glistening and practically calling to me.

" YOU DIDN'T!" I said gleefully.

"It's out side." replied mum, basically answering my question. I ran in my pyjamas and slippers as fast as I could. There it was. My beautiful red Ferrari, I got in and revved the engine, which I know isn't good for it (passed my driving test) but hey, I was the birthday girl.

"Can I take it for a spin now ?"

"No" said Alice "shower then try on this dress and your new make up ! "

1 hour later ...

I was dressed in the dress I got from Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper and the make-up from Aunt Rosalie and Uncle Emmett and ran to the car before I could be stopped.

"Test drive time!" I yelled knowing they all heard me from inside the house. I got out of there in no time and was soon in Forks streets, racing along, no time to see the sights. I was so happy, I lent my head back and closed my eyes , turning all my vampire senses off and just feeling complete human happiness for a change, pure happiness.

CRASH!

Something banged against the window screen and went over my head, a high pitched scream coming from it, shattering my peacefulness instantly. All I could think was, did I just kill some one ?

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