Author's Note: First off before you read this I suggest you go read the first part of this story. It's called Could We Ever Be. It's on my profile. The first chapter doesn't really have a lot of connections but throughout the story there will be a lot of things that will confuse you if you are a new reader. Well that's all- Live it Big Time CrazyMary01 (I warn you I will always sign an A/N with that.)

Chapter One Logan's P.O.V

I walked into my cozy little home after the day of running around crazy. I had decided I wanted to be an actor slash singer. As I result I ran around to five different auditions, then to singing lessons. I never really practiced out my voice other than singing in the shower so I thought it would be mandatory in order for my occupation to work out.

"Hey baby I'm home." I called through the house wondering if my boyfriend had yet come home from work.

"In our room," he yelled. Yes I am gay have been out since I was 14.

"You know when we were in collage I was the clean one." Tyler complained, "My how the roles have switched." He hung up the shirt I left on the ground because I decided it wasn't Logan enough to wear to an audition.

"Hey I'm not that messy."

"Logan I clean up your crap every day. Half the messes aren't even mine anymore."

"Well I would hope it'd be half considering we are the only two people in the apartment." I saw his face fall. We have been talking about adoption for a while now. Well he has I wasn't sure if I was really ready yet to adopt a kid. After all I was only 21

"Okay fine then a third," he said snapping out of his sad face, and turning back into my playful Tyler.

"Whatever," I said. "Now do I get a kiss after a hard day of running around or do I have to suffer." He laughed and walked towards me to peck me lightly on the lips.

"Hey isn't your mom's birthday today?" I groaned. I know I was a terrible son because I forgot.

"Yeah I'll get on Facebook and wish her a happy birthday right now. I already have her gift I just forgot to ship it."

"Why do you have to mail it?"

"Because she lives like an hour away, and I doubt I'll have time in the week to bring it over myself."

"Okay Logie Bear. Whatever you say." He went back to picking up our room as I made my way to our laptop to tell my mother happy birthday. I logged on to Facebook. I hardly am ever on anymore. I told my mom happy birthday and saw I had 1 message and 161 notifications.

I decided to start with the message. The conversation read James David Maslow. No it couldn't be could it. We had broken up years ago. We stopped talking even before that. I decided to ignore it. I quickly logged off, and ran back to my boyfriend

I made dinner tonight. I was desperate to find a distraction so I wouldn't think about the message. I was tempted to go back a few times and read it. After all he was my first love, and at one point my best friend.

"Hey how's dinner coming?" Tyler hugged me from behind.

"Great." I replied with a smile. "It's almost done." Once that was said he began to set the little table that sat in our kitchen for two.

"I have some good news for you." He said.

"What?"

"I got you an audition for tomorrow. It's not exactly what we had hoped for, but it is for a pretty famous company."

"Okay what is it?"

"Well it's a kid show Nickelodeon wants to do called Big Time Rush. It's about for boys from Minnesota who move to California to become a singing group."

"I figured that I would sign you up because it wouldn't only give you a chance to use your voice but your acting skills too."

"That's awesome Tyler. Thank you so much." I said. It may not have been a top of the line show and had a very mediocre plot it still involved the things I wanted to do.

"They've already found two of the important lead roles. You're audition is tomorrow at 3:30."

"Will you go with me?" I don't know why but it seemed like every time Tyler had shown up for something I really wanted to Audition for I got the part.

"Of course Loges. What kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn't?" I smiled at him from across the table. I really did appreciate everything Tyler did for me. He had sacrificed so much in the years we had been together. I met him in collage. He was my roommate. We had started out as best friends. I remember running in to the room crying to him when James dumped me. I remember sliding off the promise ring he had given to me when we were little juniors in high school and he came out to the world as bisexual.

Tyler walked in as I was crying my eyes out yelling how stupid I was to think my relationship with James could actually work. After that I stopped talking to James, and spent more time with Tyler. Sparks didn't exactly fly instantly when we first got together. It took me a lot longer to fall in love with Tyler than James, but it was love never the less. I wonder if James had found anyone to love him yet. You know what never mind time to stop thinking about my stupid ex-boyfriend. I would never be seeing him again anyway.