Sorry in advance for grammatical and spelling errors. This is just a short little one-short about Ron reflecting on Hermione.
I wish I were good enough for you.
I wish I were kinder, smarter, more sensitive, braver, better looking, more understanding, less like me. Because you deserve it. You deserve it all, the real deal, the whole package. That's what a person like you, amazing, and loving, sweet, kind, beautiful, and smart…a person like you deserves the best.
So I don't expect you to feel the same. I really don't. But that doesn't stop the excruciating pain I feel when a tear trickles down your cheek. It doesn't stop the way my stomach flip flops when you're in the room. And when you slip your little hand into mine, I feel so complete, but when you let go it's ten times worse. There's nothing I can do to stop these unfamiliar feelings that occupy my mind at all times, because, trust me, I've tried. I really have. And it doesn't work.
So where does that leave me? It leaves me hopelessly—Oh Merlin. I'm actually saying this—it leaves me hopelessly, more than hopelessly, in love with you. And it's killing me, Because you! Oh you. You're just so wonderful in every single way and I can't do a thing about it because you don't feel the same way. I'm not good enough and I never will be. I'll always just be stuck here in the background, behind you and Harry "The Boy Who Lived" Potter. And I just screw everything up. I know I do. I make the stupidest decisions. I say awful things that I don't mean at all and I can't stop. I've tried. But I just can't seem to. So all I'm trying to say is. I love you, Hermione. I love you so much I feel like there's not enough room in my heart to hold it all in. And it's only a matter of time before I explode.
But Ron was never good with emotions was he? So instead of saying this aloud he says. "Hermione, quit being such a bloody know it all." She sticks her tongue out at him. And he can't help all the butterflies that suddenly start flittering around in his stomach.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
Please, please, please, pleassseeee review. I would love you forever if you did. Really.
XOXO