FANDOM: Saiyuki
TITLE: Whispers
THEME: #16 Appropriate, Are you Sure? against temptation
PAIRING: Sanzo x Kougaiji
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Saiyuki but I wish I did…
SUMMARY: Sanzo's very being is rejecting what they're about to do but Kougaiji desperately needs it.
It was wrong on so many levels. Men were not supposed to lust after their fellow men. Humans were not supposed to hunger for demons. Monks were not allowed to have any desires of the flesh.
The 31st Toa Genjo Sanzo Houshi-sama was not allowed to lust after Kougaiji, son of Gyumao.
"This will be the last time; I swear."
Kougaiji was becoming desperate. The sight almost made Sanzo's resolve melt and the holy man had to repeat the hard admonitions in his mind.
We're not supposed to be together. We're not supposed to see each other. We're not—
A solid body suddenly deposited itself onto Sanzo's lap. The youkai prince pressed his lips against Sanzo's and mouthed, "Please."
The blonde placed hands on Kougaiji's hips, stopping urgent thrusts, and fixing purple eyes onto lilac. "Are you sure?"
"I'm sure. I need this now, Sanzo."
As Sanzo lowered Kougaiji onto the bed, he began to reprimand himself again. The words were unstoppable because they were true. No matter what the monk did, he couldn't block them out.
It was wrong that they were meeting in this room only a few rooms away from the rest of the Sanzo-ikkou. It was wrong the way their relationship addicted Sanzo for the simple reason that it was forbidden.
We're not supposed to have sex with one another. We're not supposed to be meeting each other secretly. We're not supposed to be touching, kissing, feeling each other.
We're not supposed to love one another.
But the words were just whispers in Sanzo's mind.