Omg! Can you believe it it finally here! The sequel I promised soooo many months ago has finally been started. I do hope you enjoy it, this chapter for obvious reasons it slow, had to reintroduced everything again. But still there's smut to make up for it. (yes I know smut already Buuuuttttt I figure since the original had soooo much smut I might as well let my dirty mind run free with the sequel aswell.)
As you guys probably know I'm working on I think it's four other stories at the moment so update wise you guys should get one every fortnight. That's kind of what I'm aiming for now since I have so many differing stories and I don't wanna pump out short stupid chapter sooo... hope you don't mind waiting. xo
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Oh and two things, firstly I'm sorry to all those who got confused on the last chapter. Cato is indeed alive... it even says his name at some point in the last few sentences I'm pretty sure. I know I made it seem like Peeta was alone but that was my sucky attempt as showing how messed up he now was or is in a way. He's changed after that and not in a good way.
Secondly to the unnamed guest who reviewed my last chapter: I'm sorry if how I wrote the situation upset you. I personally when through something like that myself and I didn't mean to poke fun at the situation, I reread the beach house scenes but didn't see what you mentioned, I may be blind though. If anyway it may have been a misguided paragraph showing Peeta was passed or trying to get over and not holding onto the situation. (something I do when what happened to me come up) so I just wanted to say that before starting the sequel. Again I take the assault issue very serious because of what I went through and I do hope I didn't offend/upset to many people.
As I have said before, all grammar and spelling errors are my own and I apologise ahead. Also I do not own any part of the Hunger Games... wish I did but I don't still thank you Suzanne Collins for your amazing series.
Warning: smut, swearing, possible drug use, violence, boy on boy, possible girl on girl, talk of abuse, OOC-ness and all the wonderful bad things in life.
He Owns My Heart
Chapter One: A Return To Normal
I woke with a jolt, sun blinding my vision the moment my eyes opened. I laid there as my eyes adjusted and I took in my surroundings. I was in my bed, the nightmare I was having moments ago faded away as I realised it wasn't real. I pulled the heavy quilt over my shoulder, it was now winter and while the sun was still shinning as bright as ever, it felt freezing outside of the warmth of my bed. It helped I think I wasn't alone under the blankets, the thought made me smile. His arm was heavy, wrapped over my side and his body was pressed right up against mine. It made me smile thinking about him and how much I loved him.
It was amazing, morning likes these. Even with the constant nightmares, which thankfully were reoccurring less and less, when I woke up with him here it felt like everything that had happened was from another life. It was as if it wasn't real and we could just will it all away, and while I wasn't the same boy before everything that happened, I had gotten closer to that version of myself over time. I knew I could never be completely the same as before but I wanted to feel as close to who I was as possible.
Sometimes when I woke I still couldn't differentiate between what had happened or what hadn't, what was real and what was just my mind playing tricks on me. Since, the stalkers disappearance, I didn't like to hear or think his name anymore, me and Cato had really become inseparable. We have become more dependant on each other then ever. It disappointed me that neither of us were the same people we once were. We weren't as daring or care free, we socialised sure but nothing like we used to. School though had thankfully had gone back to normal, our peers seemed as if they forgot about what had happened and stopped treating, mainly me, as pariahs. We still heard the whispers from time to time but it was now more about our relationship then anything else.
I still had to see a shrink, once a week by myself and then once with Cato. I was thankful my solo sessions had been cut back to once a week. I felt like she had helped me get through most of my issues and now it was mainly just maintaining my sanity. Or that's what I joked about when talking to Cato. The second one was more a support group for teens who had been through situations like our own. It wasn't as bad as it had seemed at first, we made a few friends thankfully. They didn't look at us with pity or judgement, they understood and just excepted it as a part of our past. Cato at first had hated the idea of the group meetings but went for my sake and slowly it had helped him open up more. Not to say our friends treating or looked at us any differently, they were amazing and Delly and Clove made sure to force us out once a week to hang out with the rest of them. Those girls were amazing, they really took care of Cato and myself and I adored them both for it, we both did.
My father was still as overprotective as ever. If he knew I wasn't at Cato's or school he'd text me every few hours and if I didn't reply he would start ringing. And if I didn't pick up quick enough sure enough Cato's phone would start ringing. Chloe was the same, forever keeping an eye on us if we weren't home with her. And she was a big help to me, it took me a few weeks to finally tell both Cato and our parents about what Derrick had actually done to me but with the help of my therapist I told them. While Cato and my father had been filled with rage and basically went off the deep end about it, Chloe had once again been there as an ear and supported me completely. It was kind of strange, knowing she had been in a situation like my own but comforting at the same time. Like I wasn't alone and I could turn to her for anything. She really had become the mother I never had. My mother and Cato's father on the other hand still wanted nothing to do with either of us. It still stung in a way that the couldn't just except and love us for who we are but we both knew we were better off without them. We didn't need that negativity in our lives anymore.
Ry had thankfully started to treat me normally again as well, not longer acting as if he had to walk on eggshells around us. It took a few months but with the help of Madge, who he was now dating exclusively, he was back to teasing me like nothing had ever happened. It was kind of odd though because this was the first time all of us were in committed relationships. Katniss and Gale were as strong as ever. Clove and Marvel down played how serious about each other they were but we all knew what was really going on between the two. Delly had stayed in contact with Finnick and he drove down as often as he could. It was a struggle for the two of them but they some how made the long distance thing work. It was still a little weird around Finnick though. Cato didn't seem to have a problem but with how similar their physical characteristics were I saw the stalker in him to often. Don't get me wrong, he was a really nice guy and great for Delly but I just felt awkward around him. Like he might hate me a bit for being the factor that unhinged his brother. But I liked that we all still were so close even though we had a significant other. It did mean a lot of double and triple dates though, Clove and Delly forcing us to come out with them was a given and I enjoyed it. But I enjoyed coming home and being alone with Cato more.
I felt him start to stir behind me, a deep breath brushing passed my shoulder as his grip on my tightened. I smirked as he ground his morning wood against my backside. That was something I was glad to have back to complete normality, our sex life. Initially we had to be careful with Cato's injury, then when I finally told Cato about what the stalker had done to me we had a whole new hurdle to work passed. He once again became reluctant and scared to push me again, and like last time it had to come down to me scheming up a plan. Let just say I got creative with my underwear and the bedpost while he was asleep one morning. After that it took awhile but we got our groove back and sex had become as regular as before.
"Morning babe." Cato purred before kissing my bare shoulder. Something I was still getting used to. I wasn't one to sleep nude but Cato had convinced me to at least sleep without a top on some of the time. Him on the other hand seemed to never want to wear clothing anymore. He would take and chance to get nude he could get. I swear if we actually lived alone he'd probably only be in clothes if he was leaving the house.
"Morning." I replied happily as I interlocked our fingers.
"What's the plan for the day?" He asked as he continued to plant kisses up my shoulder and the back of my neck.
I knew straight away how he wanted to start our day, I yawned and stretched before answering. "Hide in bed all day. Maybe pretend the bed is actually an island and we are stranded here with nothing but each other."
Cato let me go before turning me onto my back and crawling between my legs. "I like the sound of that." He grinned as he lowered himself on me. My legs naturally moved to warp themselves over his own as I brought my hips up to grind against his own.
"So today you just wanna stay it?" I ask as he started to bite and suck on my weak spot situated on my neck. He knew exactly what to do to turn me and so I couldn't say no to him.
He nodded against my shoulder before trailing kisses up my neck, continuing up my jaw until he found his way to my lips. Once air was an issue he pulled back. "I like spending all day in bed with you." He smirked as he started to buck his hips into mine own.
I let a moan pass my lips as I held onto Cato back. My hands slowly slid down his sides before stopping at his hips. I rubbed circles into them with my thumbs before I'm hands moved towards his abs. As I made my way up is perfectly toned body my fingers grazed over the one physical reminder of that nightmare of a day. My mind went straight back to that very second I thought I had lost Cato forever.
Waiting could only be describes as being in hell. I couldn't bear it, not knowing, not seeing him. I lost track of the minutes, the hours. I ended up laying my head in Delly's lap, Chloe next to me and Clove next to her, their hands intertwined tightly. Finally a doctor walked out and called for Chloe. She gave my knee a reassuring squeeze before standing up and walking over to the doctor.
There was to much distance between us and them to hear what he said but when I saw Chloe start to cry, her hand covering her mouth to stop any sound escaping it, my heart sank. It couldn't be the end, we were meant to be together, he told me we were. I was nothing without him.
I immediately start to sob into Delly's shoulder as I assumed the worst. My mind was reeling, I could feel myself losing it. He couldn't be dead, he was my everything, my world, my comfort, my love. I watched Clove get up and hug Chloe was she walked back over to us. "What did the doctor say?" Delly asked for me. I couldn't form any words myself, I was to distraught.
"Oh Peeta, it's okay, he's okay." She reassured me when she noticed how in pain I looked and realised I had assumed the worst. "I'm sorry I'm crying because I'm so relieved he's going to be okay."
"Are you sure?" I mumble out as the tears started to stop. My heart picking up at the news. He was going to be okay, we were going to be okay. He wasn't going to die, we were meant to be together.
"Yes, the doctor said that there wasn't any damage to any major organs. The cut was deep but they were able to stitch it up and stop the bleeding. He's going to have a scar but he's going to be okay." I smile getting up quickly and hugging her. I felt so relieved he was going to be alright. She continued once I let go. "They had to give him a blood transfusion because he lost so much blood but he's in a stable condition."
My fingers brushed over the scar again before I pulled him into a hug. Cato stopped and hugged me back, knowing all to well why I was holding him so tightly.
"I'm fine and I'm here, that's all that matters." He whispered into my ear.
"I know, I'm just glad you're here with me still." I finally let go and smile at him when he pulls away so he can see my face.
"I wouldn't be anywhere else." He smirked before I pulled him into another kiss. I let my lips part and his tongue finds it's way into my mouth. Things got heated once again in a matter of seconds.
Cato made his way back down my jaw, nipping and licking his way back to the spot that drove me wild. His hands slide under the one piece of clothing separating our joined hips. He grabbed onto my round globes before pulling away and pulling off my underwear. I shivered at the lose of heat before Cato laid back down on top of me. I wrapped my legs back over his and moaned as his bare hard member made contact with my own for the first time today. "Cato I need you so bad." I whined as he started to grind up against me again.
"How badly baby? Tell me." Cato whispered huskily into my ear as his hand found their way to my hips.
"So freaking bad." I moaned as he continued to roughly grind against me.
Cato smirked against my skin before he started to kiss his way down my chest. He moved painfully slow as he reacted my nipples. He played with one with his tongue before moving to the other. I closed my eyes enjoying his touch and how my body reacted to his stimulation of it. A minute later he had started to make his way further down my stomach. When he reached my hips he playfully bit and sucked the bone there before kissing up my length. I tried to hold back a moan but I couldn't help myself when his lips made there way around my aching hardness.
My hands found their way to the back of his head, never pushing for him to move faster though. I knew Cato liked to tease me and honestly I loved it. He worked his way up and down my length, using his tongue in just the right way. My toes started to curl as I felt myself getting closer but before I could reach my climax he pulled away and chuckled. "You are getting off that easily."
"You know I prefer when your in me anyway." I say trying to sound seductive in hopes he'd decided to just get on with it. I was craving that feeling, of him filling me so badly. I wanted nothing more the to have him fuck me senseless right now.
"You want it bad don't you baby?" He asked as he made his way slowly back up to my lips.
"So bad." I reply as I wrapped my legs around his waist, in hopes to show him how badly I needed it right now.
We were interrupted my my phones ringing. I quickly grabbed it and hit ignore. Nothing was going to come in-between us right now. Cato once again started to make his way back down my body when my phones started up again. I again grabbed it and hit ignore hopping they would get that we were busy right now. Cato pulled my legs up towards my shoulder before making his way around my hardness and towards my ass.
I let out a sigh as his tongue went to work but my bliss was short lived when my phone rung again. I got frustrated hitting ignore before switching my phone off and putting it in one of the bedside draws. With the distraction gone I could focus again on the pleasure Cato was causing to pulse through my body.
Cato brought my hips down after a while, his tongue being replaced by a finger. I bit my lip and he pushed it in, he pumped away before adding a second. It wasn't long before he was scissoring me, opening me up for what was to come. "Cato." I moaned as my back arched when he found my prostate. I could swear that he had memorised where it was and how to find it. These days he could be there stimulating it within seconds and I loved it. My body felt as if it was vibrate as he continued to massage that spot.
"Alright enough with the fingers Cato and fucking get inside me." I commanded, I was to caught up in the moment to really care about what came out of my mouth.
Cato smirked at me as he lined himself up. "You're so sexy when you get all pushy and talk dirty." He brought is lips to mine as he started to push in. The sting made me hiss but it was a welcome pain because I knew what would follow it. As he slowly slipped in this time his phone started to ring. "Just ignore it."
I nodded and pulled his face back to mine as he finally made it all the way in. Is phone stopped thankfully and I let my body relax, adjusting to him. It didn't take long and just as I went to tell Cato to move he phone began to ring again.
"Oh for fucks sake." He yelled grabbing his phone and turning it off before throwing it away from us.
I started to laugh at him but that was short lived because he pulled out quickly before thrusting back into me. My breathing hitched and I clung to Cato as he started to build up his tempo. This was exactly what I had been craving, he thrusted hard into me making me continuously moan.
I was in heaven, the pleasure I felt so intense and so powerful I couldn't tell you how long he went at. I felt myself starting to get sweaty before Cato pulled me up, never pulling out, before falling back on the bed. I started to bounce on his cock, working my way up to a fast tempo, every now and then rolling my hips. I looked down as Cato and smirked. His hair was a mess, his fringe sticking to his moist forehead. His eyes looked dazed, filled with lust and his lips were parted as he moaned.
I felt myself getting close, so I made sure to position myself so every time I dropped down and burried his cock in me it would hit that spot. I moan loudly as I feel myself getting so close to that proverbial edge. "So close." I muttered as I looked into Cato's eyes and saw he was to.
His hands gripped my hips suddenly, forcing me down as he pumped up one last time. That last thrust did it for me as well and I came with an guttural moan over Cato's chest. I felt him fill me as I slumped against his body. His kissed my forehead as I pulled off him and rolled to the side, laying down on my back next to him.
We laid there catching our breath and basking in the afterglow. How could this boy complete me so perfectly? I wondered as I rolled on my side and kissed his shoulder. "I love you so much."He smiled at me pulling me into his arms as my bedroom door flew open.
"What the hell is wrong with the two of you?" Clove basically screamed at us as she and Delly walked in. "You know the rules if we ring more the once, both of you might I add, you pick the god damn phone up. You aren't allowing to make me worry like that."
"Clove stop being so over dramatic." Cato growled at her playfully as he pulled to covers over us properly.
"You're just lucky your father answers your damn home phone and was able to tell us where you to were hiding." She continued while looking around the room. I guess she hadn't realised what we had just finished moments before she walked in. "Hold up, have you guys been fucking?"
Well I guess I thought that she didn't notice to soon. Cato just started to laugh as he pulled me closer. "Maybe, lucky you guys didn't show up a minute earlier or you would have had something to watch." I giggle.
"God we always miss the good stuff don't we Delly?" Clove smirked throwing herself onto the bed, unfazed by the knowledge that we were not only naked but covered in semen under the covers.
"Apparently." Delly answered as she picked up Cato's phone off the ground. "I see you couldn't pull yourselves away from each other to get this then."
Clove started laughing. "Tell me he got so pissed off at my constant calling he threw his phone across the room?" She asked with a giggle, turning to me. I just smiled in reply. "Oh that is classic."
"So why exactly are you here Clover?" Cato asked sitting up and successfully changing the subject.
"We came to get you ready. We are all going out." She replied sitting up aswell. "So go get in the shower, wash of each others man juices and wear something you can move it."
I looked at her questionably. "Where exactly are you taking us?"
"We sexy, are going to go ten pin bowling with the rest of our beautiful family." Clove exclaimed in an over the top voice.
"Really bowling?" Cato asked looking and sounding like he hated the idea.
"Yes, you act happy mister. It'll be fun spending time with all your friends. Don't get moody because you know I'm going to beat you ass at this." Clove smirked getting off the bed. "Just be at the bowling alley in an hour."
"Yeah and please please please make sure you bring Ry, Madge wanted me to make sure he would come as well." Delly said heading towards the door.
"I will." I smile back. "We'll see you there."
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