A/N: I'm so sorry. I'm not in a good place. My best friend passed away 3 days ago and I'm in a horrible place. I've known her for 12 years. We've been best friends for 11. I'm hurting so I wont be posting much until I'm okay. I'm so sorry. Have some sad angst.
Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs of flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals. It can be cured without side effects only when the feelings are returned.
In.
Out.
Cough. Cough.
Flowers?
"Miss Swan, I'm sorry but you have Hanahaki Disease."
"Can it be cured?"
"Yes but it is not cheap."
"Oh. . ."
It's been 5 months since Bella realized she was in love with the blonde. But she couldn't. She can't love her.
Breathing in deeply, she stepped out of the Volvo. She stood there breathing in until her lungs hurt. Even then she kept breathing in.
Edward. He was once the man of her dreams. Now he makes her sick everytime he smiles.
"Come love, Esme made you some lunch." He gripped her hand tightly.
She groaned out. "Fuck that hurts." She mumbled to herself.
There was a gush of wind and Alice was next to her. Not Edward. She breathed out trying not to cough. She made it to the living room, where everyone sat, before her coughing fit started.
Esme was next to her in a second. Her face etched with concern. Her husband was at the hospital and wouldn't be home till later.
"Bella?"
"Yes Esme?"
Esme paused not knowing how to ask the next question.
"Did you cough up flowers?"
Bella froze. She was sure she didn't cough up any petals or flowers. But there it was a flower right at her feet. She didn't dare look up. She didn't dare look at the blonde, who was staring at her in concern.
She looked up at Esme.
"Yes, I have . . . A disease."
She pushed passed her and walked into the kitchen. Tears threatening to fallen.
God. I'm so so so so gay. Fuck.
Bella spent most of her night throwing up flowers. She loves her. She loves Rosalie Hale. And God was I making her sic
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