Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or "Grenade." Stephenie Meyer and Bruno Mars are the respective owners. This happens after Breaking Dawn, so Bella is a vampire, and Edward left Bella for Tanya.
I was sitting on the couch as I usually do these days. I had turned the radio on in an effort to cheer myself up. The song that was playing was "Grenade" by Bruno Mars. I had heard it many times, but today I really started thinking about it.
Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Edward had swooped out of my life as easily as he had come into it.
Oh, take, take, take it all, but you never give.
He took my heart and left with it.
Should've known, you was trouble from the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?
Our first kiss. Pain jolted through my body just by remembering him.
Gave you all I had, and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did.
I gave him all my love and he left, without a second thought.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
It was all I ever asked of him.
'Cause, what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya.
Maybe I could be destroyed that way. I would be better off that way than existing like this.
Throw my hand on a blade for ya.
I jump in front of a train for ya.
You know I'd do anything for ya.
I went to James and almost got myself killed for you, Edward.
I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight though my brain,
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same.
No, no, no, no.
I changed for him. The only reason I wanted to, was so that I could be with him forever.
Black, black, black and blue. Beat me till I'm numb.
Not literally, but emotionally.
Tell the devil I said hey when you get back to where you're from.
Isn't that what you said you believed?
Mad woman, bad woman, that's just what you are, yeah
In my case, "mad man, bad man"…
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car.
You did that when I went to visit Jake, after Charlie ungrounded me.
Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,
You tossed it in the trash yes you did.
I gave you all my love, and you tossed it aside like it didn't matter.
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
And now, you're giving your love to Tanya. That filthy… Calm down, Bella
'Cause, what you don't understand is
I'd catch a grenade for ya.
Throw my hand on a blade for ya.
I'd jump in front of a train for ya.
You know I'd do anything for ya.
I would go through all this pain.
Take a bullet straight through my brain.
Yes, I would die for ya baby
But you won't do the same.
I did worse than dying for you. I became a bloody vampire for you. No pun intended.
If my body was on fire,
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.
I can't be sure you were upset when you thought I wasn't going through pain when I changed, but it seems that way.
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did baby.
All those times you said you loved me, it was just a lie.
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya.
Throw my hand on a blade for ya.
I'd jump in front of a train for ya,
You know I'd do anything for ya.
I would go through all this pain.
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes I would die for ya.
But you won't do the same.
No, you won't do the same.
You wouldn't do the same.
Ooh, you never do the same.
No, no, no no.
As the song ended, I picked up a book and threw it at the radio. Why did you have to remind me of him? Why?