Rated M for some dark themes: suicide.

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. STEPHENIE MEYER DOES.

Chapter 1:

Bella's POV

I couldn't take it anymore. My one true love, the one person I opened my heart for left me. I can't live with myself.

I knew I was never good enough for him. I was just plain, fragile, human Bella. He was a beautiful Greek god. I knew it was too good to be true to think that he loved me. It was still hard to find out that he didn't love me. I have been so alone ever sense. I was sure he already had a beautiful vampire with him already.

I now stood over the cliff edge at La Push beach. I thought about all my friends I would miss, Renee, Charlie, who I had gotten so close too over my time here in Forks. Last but not least the man I still love today, Edward.

I hoped that death would be peaceful, tranquil. Maybe I could see my grandma in heaven if I go there. Or maybe I would find my eternal darkness. No matter where I went I know I will always be dreaming of Edward.

I looked over the rocky cliff again. The dark grey waves were clashing together in a battle that nobody would win. I backed up a couple of steps. Taking one last cleansing breath I ran forward and threw my body over the edge.

The cold air was slapping my face as I went down headfirst. I could hear Edward's voice in my head roaring in anger. As fast as I jumped I soon came hitting the water's edge. The amount of force I hit the water with and the coldness soon left me numb and too sore to start swimming.

My emotions kept me from feeling the ache in my lungs from lack of air or the throbbing in my head. I felt anger myself for doing this to my family and friends. I felt sadness for putting people through my problems. I knew if Jasper were here he would be an emotional mess.

All to soon my vision was clouded with black spots and I started to feel heavier. I didn't fight the sleepiness. I just felt my go deeper into the eternal darkness.

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-Miranda