Another story :0...i know, i know.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.

Rated 'M' for language,cutting,drug use, death and other things.

RomancexAngstxTragedyxHurt/Comfort

Prolouge: Flashbacks.
(January)six monthes earlier.

Sakura laughed loudly when Sasuke tickled her sides, trying to shove him away while Ino stared at the movie, ignoreing the two.
"INOOO!" Sakura cried out between her laughter. "Make...Sas..uke..stooppp!"

Ino turned slowly to look over her shoulder, getting an evil glint in her eye as she joined her male best friend to 'attack' there little cherry blossem.

Sakura shoved them away and jumped up, backing up before tripping over a pile of pillows.

Ino and Sasuke both stared, blinking when the girls laughter filled the house once again, causing them to crack up.

Sakura stood up, wiping the tears from her eyes as she grinned at her two bestfriends.
she was the youngest of the trio, by a year but that never stopped anything.

Ino was younger than Sasuke by four monthes, leaving the Uchiha the oldest and the 'brother' they both never had.

Sakura sat back on the couch, making sure she was between the end and Ino so Sasuke couldn't get her again.

"Can we finish the movie now?" Ino asked, shoving a handful of popcorn into her mouth., offering some to Sakura, who declined.

Sasuke rewinded back to where they were and half sat, half layed on his end of the couch.

Sakura sat cross-legged, staring intentivly at the screen as she began to scratch at her wrist.

"Sakura" Ino whispered. "Are you alright?"

Sakura smiled. "Yeah, i just get those feelings." she stated

Ino eyed her friend for several more minutes before looking back at the movie.

Couple days after that.

Sakura entered the school after winter break and walked towards her locker, waiting for Ino and Sasuke like she usually did.

"Hey look who it is" a voice sneered. "Pinkies without her body guards."

Sakura looked up at Karin,backing up into the lockers. "What do you want?" she asked, trying to sound tough but failing when her voice came out in a whimper.

Karin laughed, shoving Sakura more into the metal. "That's cute, "She smiled. "Trying to stick up for yourself."

"Hey!" Ino's voice echoed down the hallway as footsteps became faster

Karin pulled away from Sakura's trembling form and stood face to face with Ino.

Sasuke pulled Sakura into a hug, buring his face into her hair. "Did she hurt you?" he questioned

Sakura shook her head 'no'

Sasuke looked at Ino and than back down at Sakura. "I wont let them hurt you" he promised. "Ever."

(Febuary)Five monthes.

Sakura sat infront of Ino and Sasuke on the snowy beach, drawing little pictures with her gloved hand.
the silence was killing them all ,but none of them would speak.

Ino glanced at Sakura's wrist and her eyes saddened.

They'd break eachothers hearts in the long run, because they all had secrets that they hated.

"Why?" Sasuke questioned finally, hitting the ground hard as tears threatened to fall from his eyes. "Why the fuck did you do it Sakura?!"

Sakura looked up from her picture to face him.

"You were getting better" he whispered, "I wanna know what happened, i'll kill whoever hurt you."

Ino looked at the two, hugging her empty stomach.

"Ino's throwing up again" Sakura stated, continuing to do her drawing, not wanting to see the look of hurt on there faces, she didn't mean to hurt them, she loved them both so much.

Sasuke clenched his fist, looking at Ino as she began to cry.

Sakura kept on her emotionless expression, but on the inside she was dying, aching to wrap her arms around them both and hug them, until they were better, until she was better.

"I'll stop" Sakura whispered, pulling her hat down further on her ears. "Just..you two have to stop too."

Ino looked at the younger girl through clouded eyes.

Sasuke stared out into the ocean.

The wind picked up, blowing there hair around, making them all shiver.

"Yeah" Sasuke whispered, looking at his two girls

Ino nodded, wiping her eyes.

(March)Four monthes.

Sakura sat next to her friend in the cafeteria, smiling at Ino as she ate a ham sandwhich.

Sasuke took a bite out of his tomato, smiling back at Sakura when she looked at him.

"So i was thinking" Ino said, swallowing her bite. "We could have a sleepover at my place tonight."

Sakura bit into her salad, looking at the blond as she chewed slowly.

"Sure" Sasuke nodded, "What do you say Saki?"

Sakura smiled again " i'd love to!" she cheered out, she noticed the change in there attitudes, but she never mentioned it.

for instance, Ino ate, a lot but she never gained any weight, and another thing was Sasuke, he was always so tired looking and never really there anymore.
She should've stopped it.

"Hey guys!" Naruto grinned walking up to the table, "Teme, Ino ,Sakura?"

Sakura blinked. "Oh! hey Naruto" she smiled

"Dobe" Sasuke muttered

Ino smiled and gave a small wave.

Sakura wanted to scream FAKE! STOP BEING SO FAKE!, she got up and grabbed her tray

"Sakura?" Ino questioned

"Im going to the bathroom" the girl whispered, disappearing into the crowd.

(April)Three monthes.

"Come on!" Ino whined jumping up and down with impatience. "Sakura you look beautiful, lets gooo!"

Sakura looked into the full length mirror, eyeing her semi-dress and pink curls.
She felt disgusting.

Sasuke grabbed each of there hands and pulled them along, not wanting to wait any longer, his brother would be mad as it is.

Sakura stumbled behind him, almost tripping several times, before they made it to Itachi's sleek black hummer.

"Lets go and get this over with" Sasuke sighed, getting into the passanger seat while the two girls climbed into the back seat.

Itachi eyed the three carefully and Sakura knew, he knew because you could see faint lines of where Sakura used cover up on her wrist, Ino looked thin, and Sasuke was finally gone.

That night.

Sakura hugged a pillow to her chest as they all sat on Sasuke's bed, wearing her pyjamas like the other two.

"We should start off with questions, and answer them all truthfully." Ino grinned laying on her stomach "I'll go first, Sasuke, Sakura what if i ranaway?"

Sakura looked at her friend with wide eyes. "I'd be sad and missing half of myself with out you! "

"I'd be pissed" Sasuke muttered. "What if i died."

Sakura hugged the pillow tighter, scared "Same answer i gave Ino."

"I'd be pissed also buddy!" Ino snapped

"W-what if i became..alien?" Sakura asked, trying to lighten up the mood

That's how that night went, funny questions and funny answers, nothing serious like the first two.

Sakura fell asleep last, having nightmares.

(May)Two monthes.

Sakura sat on the beach alone, staring up at the starry sky, she only wore scars now on her wrists.
She stopped, but she wondered if Ino and Sasuke did too.

"Why are you here?" Sasuke asked, sitting beside her

Sakura looked at him through the corner of her eye "I needed to think " she stated, looking over when Ino sat down on the other side of her.

"We did try" Ino whispered, hugging her knees to her chest. "We're so proud of you Saki."

Sakura looked back up at the sky, not answering her.

"We're sorry" Sasuke muttered, laying on his back

"How long?" Sakura questioned.

"about a week after we tried to stop." Ino whispered, afraid to look at the girl."what about you?"

"a week before semi." Sakura mumbled, clenching her hand into the cool sand, feeling a thin stone or two slice her palm.

Ino stared into the ocean as silence envoloped the three.

That night Sakura had the nightmares again.

End of the month

Sasuke hung himself.

Sakura locked herself up in her room ,not letting Ino or her mom in, bawling all night and it lasted untill the funeral.

The funeral was to quiet, no one said anything except small talk and Sakura stood alone with Ino staring at the floor

(June)One month.

"Im leaving" Ino stated, as her and Sakura sat in the park

Sakura didn't understand untill it was to late, and that was a week later and the police arrived saying she disppeared.
Her heart broke as she collapased in her room, locking the door during her fall.

Nothing could bring her out, not even Naruto or Hinata.

Sakura's tears dried up slowly and she had to leave school for that whole month.
her mother even called a therapist, she had to go in August.

Sakura didn't understand and she didn't think she ever would.

Reveiw please!!
and tell me how i did. i know it was sad... i am aware of that D:
no bad talk please!
and i need atleast five reveiws or i wont post chapter one. :] ( im so cruel.)