Author Notes: This is my first fanfic, sorry if my grammar and spelling is bad. Please review so I can improve my writing. :D

It was the end of the school day, Chitoge was on her way to the classroom, knowing Raku is packing up ready to leave. On the way there, she was nerve wrecking nervous, you ask why? This is the reason, she was about to confess to Raku. Why so suddenly? She had a dream. A weird dream. The dream ended rather abruptly, she woke up with sweat on her forehead and tears on her face. She didn't know why since she only remember half of it when she asked Raku if he could go out with her. Even Raku's answer was blurry which was disappointing.

As Chitoge walk further down the hallway, deep in thought of whether she should do it. She heard noises in the classroom, curiously she peeked inside and saw Raku and Onodera. She didn't know why her instinct was to hide behind the door, it's probably because of the awkward aura filling the room. She couldn't hear clearly, it's seem like Onodera was muttering to herself. Then to what seem like a self nod. She looked Raku straight in the eye.

"Ichijo-kun...I have been in love with you since middle school...I have been wanting to tell you this for 3 years and since you started dating Chitoge, I felt a surge of jealousy. I know you are fake dating and all, but it feel like the thing she does with you, is things I could only imagine."

With a deep breath and a hard blush she continued.

"I've been tired on feeling this way lately because it's been more time than I could count. So I've decided to confess to you today...knowing that you are in love with Chito..."

Raku cut her off with a quick kiss on her lips.

"I was also in love with you since middle school but was not able to tell you my feeling since I was 'dating' Chitoge, if only..."

By that time Chitoge with tears on her face, was running down the halfway, out the school building and running back home. With one sentence it mind: how did I not notice?

-Few Days Later-

Raku haven't seen Chitoge for days, and has been wondering where she wa. He tried calling and texting her but she never answers or replies. He was getting worried so he decided to go to Chitoge's manison today after school.

-Afterschool-

Raku was walking towards Chitoge's place while thinking about how it was weird she disappear after he and Onodera started their relationship which they decided to keep at secret until highschool ends, in other words when he stops "dating" Chitoge. Despite that they decided to tell Chitoge since she was also involved. Raku was really disappointed when he saw Chitoge absent the next day, he was planning to tell her the great news in which he thought that she'll be really happy for them. Before he knew it, he was on the front door of the gigantic metal gates of the dream mansion. One of the beehive member saw him.

"Well isn't that the big shot of the shūei clan"

"I'm here to ask for Chitoge"

"Well sorry to tell you this kid but young mistress left for America two days ago"

"What!" Raku stared in disbelief.

"She never told me that, how can she leave without telling anyone. Can I talk to Adelt? I want to ask him"

"I think master is at your house having a business talk with your father."

With that Raku rush off with a sprint.

-Minutes Later-

Adelt was about to open the front door when Raku was came running in, he then abruptly turns backward as he saw Adelt.

"Where's Chitoge"

"Oh, Raku. I was wondering where you were." While giving him a letter.

"This letter is from Chitoge. She told me to give this to you before she left. It'll will explain everything. Anyway I got to go, I still have a business ordeal to attend."

With that he exited the house. Raku was slightly pissed since Adelt haven't answer his question but to be fair it doesn't look like he was his normal self today. He quickly went to his room wanting some privacy and carefully opened the letter.

Raku,

I am in love with you. I knowing starting a letter with that is probably really dramatic but I want you to know that is how I feel. My heart hurts like hell, and it feels like it's breaking into thousands and thousands of tiny pieces. To be honest, I never wanted to fall for you, I tried to convince myself time and time again that I just like hanging out with you. But in the end, I fell for your charm, your kindness and your idioticness. I finally admitted that I was in love with you at the end of the Romeo and Juliet play. And from then on, I tried countless of times to get you to praise me or even just to notice me, I wore prettier clothes, I wore make up and painted my nails but none of them work. Sometimes you are really oblivious. Last night, I had a dream. A dream about confessing to you. I only remember half of it, but still it felt like the real thing. In the dream I couldn't hear your answer to my confession so I decided to find out. Earlier today I decided to confess to you but instead I heard Onodera confessing. I was so upset, I felt like I was going to die right then and there. I thought about the pain that I was going to go through seeing you and her everyday afterwards. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, but I still I love you. I hate myself for still loving you when you are in love with another person. So I made this selfish decision to go to America without telling anyone especially you because it would be to hard to say goodbye. I'm sorry, beansprout.

Chitoge Kirisaki

With Raku reading the final words, a tear travel down his cheek. A tear he didn't want to fall.