On DA, xxDevilsAngel28xx has taken up a little request of mine for a future project that I may or may not indulge you all on in the future. As thanks, as in a way of making this fair on both sides (since my request is pretty grand) I am writing this to be incorporated with one of her fan arts.

Link to art that this is based off of:

http:/xxdevilsangel28xx(dot)deviantart(dot)com/gallery/#/d4gq06p

I have received permission to use the picture as inspiration so I am in no way doing anything wrong or stealing ideas.

Disclaimer: Picture this was based off of belongs to xxDevilsAngel28xx, and the characters belong to Akira Amino. The… um… the laptop I typed this on is the only thing that belongs to me.

You Hurt Me

I watch you as you try to revert things back to the past.

Watching as you try to ignore your own wishes for the sake of another.

I hate that part of you, but yet I love it at the same time.

Everything you do is for Tsuna-san your beloved boss, but in the process you hurt me.

While, I admire the fact you are so loyal, but I hate that you must sacrifice me to do so.

Why…? WHY…? WHY!

I got over my petty crush, and I only have my eyes set on you, but you have your eyes set elsewhere.

Is forgetting your own feelings for the sake of your 'boss' that important to you?

More so than myself?

Tsuna-san had HIS chance, why don't you go for it as well?

Gokudera…

Please… learn to find happiness for your own self.

"Haru! I didn't know you were here. I haven't seen you since the start of summer vacation."

I put on a fake smile for him, my old flame, my old love.

"Yes, I just got here with Kyoko-chan. She said that she wanted to talk with you."

Tsuna looks over my shoulder to see that Kyoko is staring at the horizon as the sun sets, shinning a brilliant orange color spreading against the vast sky, and melting its colors into the ocean below it.

Truly, a sight to behold.

Tsuna sighs a little bit and he walks over to Kyoko to talk to her to leave Haru with Gokudera.

I watch you silently wondering if you'll ever learn what you've done to hurt me like this.

Don't you know that you are only hurting yourself?

You aren't helping anyone with your so called 'selflessness'… for everyone's sake… please stop.

For yourself…

"I'm surprised you are not trying to run away from your feelings by pushing me towards Tsuna-san for once."

He gives me no response.

Perhaps he is ignoring me, or it is for some other reason I'm not aware of.

"Gokudera you are not listening to me, are you?"

Again, no response.

He really likes to get under my skin. If he thinks this is enough for me to stop trying to convince him to listen to his own heart he's sadly mistaken.

Love, stops for no one, and it does not fall to anything.

This is mainly in Haru's point of view, and the next chapter/pt deals with Gokudera's thoughts.

Thought it would be pretty effective to split them apart you know?

Yay for once I wrote something that's not a oneshot! Heaven only knows I have too many oneshots. OTL