I am so bored of anything even with my job at the dollar store. I am queen in my stories and imagination. I'm an author though and I am struggling to start fresh. I have one question, how can I start things fresh? So many voices are ringing my own ear which are the voices that I used to hear.
How will I know and how can I even start things fresh? This is getting really harsh for me. I've learned different things and I have to control my imagination. The path there is just so hard to see. What I need is a miracle and I desperately need one. I think that everything will work out and I do need a miracle for myself. Even the Disney Heroines that I see in movies have a miracle, even ones that are non disney. I think those princess are like my princess childhood guardians even though I never knew them when I was only a baby. What If I really have princess childhood guardians? If I do, I'm sure they'll miss me. I need to know and I need that type of miracle. In my heart there are things that I have known and there will be a way. The past is gone for good and I will start things fresh if I want to be a good author for the world. There is nothing to loose for me. I know a miracle would come to me.
I would have to make sure that it would be there soon and it will come to me. I just know it.
Things would be difficult and I am suffering a thing called a writer's block and I can see what is and I hope that things would be normal and I hope that they thought it was fresh.
Maybe something will come to me and I just know it. Because I can feel it.