Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.
A/N: I don't know what this is exactly. Yeah. Um. Enjoy, I guess.
"severus!"
your name sounds like a song on her lips.
alecto's smirk is evident in your mind.
"are you all right?"
your mouth twists in a cruel sneer.
"i don't need help from a filthy mudblood."
her gaze, bright with tears, cutting into you like a knife.
then she says, cold as ice,
"whatever, snivellus."
( and you hate that even the detested nickname sounds like beauty when she says it. )
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"no!"
you take her face in your hands, beautiful even in death.
"lily -"
her eyes gaze at you, lifeless as stones.
"why?"
but she's gone, and she will never answer.
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"severus."
your eyes flick up to his face, weathered with age.
"kill me."
no, your mind screams, no -
"all right."
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"severus."
your fingers tremble, but your grip is firm.
"please -"
i can't i won't no no no
"avada kedavra!"
a flash of green, bright like poison
( or, your mind whispers, her eyes )
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day / night
it doesn't matter, does it ?
because she's gone
( by the hand of the man you calls your lord – your master)
he's gone
( by your own hand, covered with invisible bloodstains )
and you are, once again
a l o n e .
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"severus."
your name sounds like a curse, coming from his bloodless lips.
( and you've never hated it more )
"you have served me well."
you looks up at the toowhite face, the crimson eyes.
"nagini."
your vision is filled with poisongreen and scarletred.
it hurt it hurts it hurts -
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memories, like photos spilled on the floor.
a girl, hair like flame and eyes like jewels.
( love )
a boy, mischievous smirk and messy hair.
( hatred )
a child, wearing his face and her eyes
( pain )
"take it."
silvery-white strands, mixed with crimson.
"look at me -"
his gaze on your face, bright, bright emerald.
( just like hers )
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the world is fading.
a whisper of her voice, calling your name.
"severus."
his voice, quavered with age but clear.
"severus."
and another voice, high and cruel.
"severus."
then -
blackness.
( blissful, painless, beautiful dark )
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and it might be sick,
but you will always remember
death
as
beauty.
I still dunno what it is.
Anyway, review! I'd love to hear your opinion, even if you hate it and want to request for some bleach for your eyes.