I went against him, almost killed him, almost took the puppets heart and still...

He refused to hate me.

He says that I still have light in my heart, but I don't think I have.

Maybe it's the bond of friendship we shared before I turned against him, we were after all, best friends.

But I can fell my heart and right now it's full of darkness.

Maybe there are some wisps of light here and there, but I don't think I will be able to get rid of the darkness with that.

I would need someone's help, someone's heart made of pure light.

He could be able to help me.

But I don't deserve it, I don't deserve his friendship or kindness.

If just he was able to hate, then everything would be easier, if he possessed the power to hate him for hurting him so much.

But he still can't.

And I think my heart's light is starting to grow because of that.