For my poor readers because I haven't updated for a long time. Its really short, I wrote it in about 10 minutes after I finished CST testing. So, enjoy this two hundred something word little PolLiet blurb I wrote.
I kiss his forehead gently, holding him close. I can't stand to think that anyone would hurt him… Is he even capable of doing wrong? But someone has hurt him. The scars on his back are enough to prove that. I don't want to think about all those tortured nights he spent, all because I was too selfish to save him…
My Liet rolls onto his side and smiles softly in his sleep, snuggling closer to my body. Is he having a good dream? Maybe I'm in that dream… Not that I deserve to be after what I did… After I abandoned him and let Russia have him…
Have you ever really regretted something? Not a day goes by that I don't regret letting Russia take my Liet away. Some scars may heal over time, like the ones that crossed his arms that are barely visible now… But others will stay with you forever… Like how his eyes will always have that slightly hallow look, perfect windows into his damaged soul.
"I love you." I whisper, my voice barely audible. How many times have I told him that and felt my heart break when he smiled and said he loved me too? I don't deserve his love… But he keeps giving it to me… Never asking any questions… Never hating me… I would hate me after what I did… Why doesn't he?
I close my eyes and wrap my arms around Liet, loving how we perfectly fit together; like a puzzle. I slowly begin drifting off into sleep, holding him close. Never letting him go. My eyes fall shut and I fall asleep next to my perfect lover. My broken angel. My Liet.