One More Time, an Eric fanfiction
My name's Eric. Don't ask me for my last name, I don't have one, I left it behind when I left Erudite. So now I'm just Eric, the youngest lider Dauntless has ever had, and I'm feared by everyone I know, I'm 18, nearly 19 actually, and I still don't know the meaning of the word love, I mean, for me girls are just a one night-stand type of thing, no need to get too is another thing I don't know about, after all, my cruelty is well-known in Chicago. I could list a couple of thing I'm bad at or don't know about, don't think I've always been like this,because I haven't, when I was younger, back in Erudite I was actually quite nice, well of course not too nice, just...less cruel I supose; my brother was the badass in the familly, but he died, he got killed when I was 15, and that changed me completely.
Anyway, my life sucks.
I wish I could go back in time, that time when I decided that being feared was better than being loved, that time when I didn't have to torture people to uphold my reputation. When I was still free from Jeanine's influence, when I could see girls and flirt for a while without only thinking about getting them in bed. That time when my parents where still proud of who I was.
But there's no more time left for me to go back, the only good thing that could happen to me now is death. And that's exacly what's going to happen. In a few hours there will be nothing to remember, nothing to fear, just death. My last chance. My last wish.
I just have to be brave .time.