I heard heavy breathing behind me. I didn't turn around, I didn't want to see the pain and suffering. I heard Levi shouting for a medic and for help. What could I do? I was already exhausted from fighting, we won but we had heavy loses. I saw three people approaching, I heard him collapse and his breathing going slow.

Please don't die!

They picked him up but they were having problems keeping conscious. I started to feel something coming to my mouth; a scream. Levi managed to keep his composure, but his eyes showed emotion. He was a human, not a monster like all of us.

"Will Eren be alright?" said a SL medic.

Those words really hurt doesn't it? Even if they have a chance of survival, Will they die if we don't act upon it?

I sighed and looked at my torn scarf, it's dirty and bloody. I only paid attention to my squad and Eren got hurt. I kicked the dirt next to me and saw how it all moves and disappears in a second. I looked and the wounded and saw two familiar friends. Armin was being treated from a fall and Jean was being treated because of a minor stab.

I heard someone approaching me from behind. I sighed and started to feel my heart beating fast. I felt tensed.

"Mikasa, Eren needs to be treated fast" he said, "You must follow them while I stay here"

I obeyed without hesitation. I started to move but my legs felt numb. I turned and saw Eren unconscious. The moment I reached Eren, I heard Levi scream.

Two Days Later

Levi was with me in the room where they have Eren. He's still asleep or so I thought. He wasn't responding after being here nor does he show signs of life. But his heart beats but his breathing is gone. I felt Levi put his hand on my shoulder.

"Where do you plan to live?" he asked.

I was confused but he was right. I no longer have a home other than the Legion.

"You can stay at my place" he said as he looked at Eren, "Once he wakes up you can find a proper home"

I didn't respond, I don't want to leave Eren again. I want to see him open his eyes.

"I'll stay here for now" I said as I felt like crying.

"Why are you stubborn?"

"Eren's my only family, I don't want to lose him" I said as I felt tears running down to my cheeks.

Since when do you care?

I heard Levi walking to the door and opening it. I turned and he was no longer there. I look a deep breath and put my hand on Eren's chest. It moved and I was surprised, he's breathing normally.

I looked at Eren's lips and I saw that were unprotected. I got closer to him, I wanted to kiss him. I thought for a few seconds. Eren won't remember, so he won't get mad. But deep inside I wanted him to realize my feelings for him. We've been together for years, so it won't bother me anymore.

I moved away and looked back at the door. If Armin is still here maybe I can tell him how I feel about Eren.

Three Days Later

Eren woke up the night before. I wasn't there but Levi was. He said that Eren didn't regenerated his cuts or broken bones. I'm pretty sure Levi was getting frustrated.

I was worried as well since Eren used to regenerate. Still I decided to see Eren.

As I reached the door, I felt anxiety building up. I opened it and decided I needed to see him and tell him about my feelings.