Looking through her eyes I see a world that is happy to have Rose Hathaway gone. Adrian can move on without me and Lissa can have a new best friend. There is no need for me to return. That world doesn't need me. All that I do is cause trouble. Why can't I just stay here with the man that I love and continue on with a life like how it is now? I can live a life that was meant for me. If I stay with Dimitri I can have a life filled with power. And it isn't like I could just go back to my old life. My life was over the day that Dimitri was taken. The whole reason that I left was to find him and end him. But, now that I am with him, seeing him walk around me I can't. I can't kill him. I don't have the power or the will. I love him to much. If I don't kill him, then I can't continue on with my life. And if I do I can't live without him. I love him too much. So the big question is that, should I let Dimitri turn me? Can I just ignore the fact that I have trained all my life to become a guardian?

ok so i have this idea about Rose becoming strigoi and i don't know if i should write it. i started to write this but idk if i should continue. please write a review if i should continue.

i don't own Vampire Academy i am just writing my own version for fun :) don't hate please