- Spoilers for recent chapters may lie ahead. -
( Goodbye Neverland )
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I will not regret what I made Zero do.
Never.
But why…
Does my heart ache so?
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Things had changed so much since that night nearly three years ago. So drastically, the comparisons were vial, and now, I couldn't help but wonder if that statement had been a lie. Yes, perhaps it was. Because, now, here I sat, in this place. Hell, I didn't even know what it was. I wasn't there, I wasn't with him, and even if I told myself I didn't need it, anyone who really knew me, could tell it wasn't true. Nothing was true. So confused. I didn't know. Didn't know what I wanted, when I wanted it, or most importantly, who I wanted. Though, some believed it was sickening, being engaged to your own brother, no, living with your own brother at that still youthful age of eighteen.
Forever… Is such a long time…
I don't know, if I'll be able to hold my sanity for that long…
Especially since, he won't live for eternity like I.
And now, despite what we had said before, it was almost like I wanted to hate him. Wanted to hate him just like Kaname had previously loathed his presence. I was unsure of what exactly had happened to myself, the way I thought, perhaps, the Pureblood's whishes and opinions had taken over my mind, eaten it away at it until all that remained was what he wanted.
I will go on forever, running away from you, Zero.
Until one of us becomes ashes.
Until the whole word perishes.
Until… the end.
Goodbye Neverland… and all that inhabit it, because as our world expires, my dreams will go with it. Therefore, as the moments fall away like seasons, I know, that I'll slowly be driven insane. To a point where my mind is simply gone beyond repair, as a result of this battle for what's right and what's wrong; because I'm not sure I know the difference between the two any longer.
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Just a little something I whipped up on the course of thirty minutes. Inspired only of that first quote from Volume 2 and the last one of Chapter 52 (I believe it was.) Being the die-hard Zero x Yuuki fan I am, the most recent chapters have gotten me angry. Very angry. So I went off on a search for some good, comparable quotes, those two of which being nearly complete opposites. Going from Yuuki not regretting the sin of keeping a Level D alive, to saying that she'll run until one of them meets their end, so here, she's debating on the truth. Anyways, I really don't see what this accomplishes. xD But, it's here for your own enjoyment. ;]
But… I really should've been working on new chapters for Coming Undone, though; I haven't been feeling it lately.
Reviews make Annie happy. -Nodnod.- Very true.