Spoilers: Episode 51 spoilers! If you haven't watched all the episodes DON'T READ. Fair warning.
Disclaimer: I don't own Fma and never will, sadly.
This begins at the part where Ed (looking so kewl) is standing on the array wanting to get Al back from the gate. The fic starts out with what Ed was saying (translated by a sub. So if its wrong not my fault ) about Al's body so, that I didn't write.
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Chapter one: Lost But Not Gone
"If what my father said is true. Right now Al's body and soul are...inside of that gate. There is no equivalent trade for a life. No matter how hard I try it might be in vain. But...you wont disappear. Ill bring you back Al."
Edward Elric clapped his hands and placed them on his chest, closing his eyes. The arrays that were drawn on his forehead, arms, and chest started to glow along with the array on the floor. He wasn't going to lose his brother, He couldn't. Al couldn't be gone. Not now. Not yet.
Ed woke up slowly, blinking his eyes, with the arrays still drawn on his body. Where was he, Ed thought. He remembered what he had been trying to do...get Al back. Had it worked?
"Al? Al?" He noticed he was still in the golden room with the stage at the end. He stood up and walked off the array he had drawn on the floor. Ed looked around. Where was his brother? It had to have worked. He couldn't lose Al. Ed dropped to his knees his head dropping down. He was his only family he had left. He was his closest friend, His best friend.
"Al! Al you can't be gone!" Ed cried even though he knew Al wasn't there. "Where are you AL?"
Ed slapped his hands on the floor. It was his entire fault. Tears ran down Ed's cheek. He had dragged him into trying to transmute their mom. He had got himself killed right now. He should be dead. Not Al. Ed slowly pushed himself up. He took one last look at the dreadful place he never wanted to remember before he destroyed the place.
"He gave up his life for mine and I couldn't save him! Why did I do a stupid thing as human transmutation in the first place? None of this would have happened! Al would be alive. We gained nothing from it but trouble!" Ed said, talking to him self.
Ed turned on his side on the couch in Winry's house where he was staying for now. Ed held the silver watch from his pocket with his right hand, which wasn't metal anymore along with his leg. He was going to turn it in when he had the strength to go to central. For now he was just depressed. He had pretty much just lain on the couch for almost a week, barely eating anything.
He flung the silver watch towards the wall. He hated this. Even if Al was a suit of armor...At least he was there. At least he was alive. At least they had each other. Finally at 3 o clock in the morning, Ed too tired to think anymore fell asleep.
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London, 1921. Al woke up crying. He sat up on his bed He had had another dream about his older brother disappearing from him. Well that made sense since his brother did dissapear from him in a way. How had he got here?
"Nii-san!" He cried hoping his brother would come for his call. It was hopeless. Al knew. The last thing he remembered was seeing his brother get killed by Envy. Then, he had given up his life for his brothers. So how did he get here? How did he get his ten- year-old body back? He didn't even know if his brother was ok.
"Al, is something wrong? Hohenheim asked the scared boy who was sitting at the bed wiping away his tears.
"No father. I just had a nightmare...that's all. It was...about Nii-san." Al answered lowering his head. Hohenheim nodded at Al before leaving, knowing the boy probably wanted to be left alone.
"Nii-san...Where are you? Are you alive? Nii-san, please come back..." Al said softly wishing his brother could hear his words.
Hohenheim had told Al that this was the other side of the gate and how his brother had gotten here before. He had informed Al that since his body was here he couldn't use alchemy and so he couldn't get back to the gate, so he couldn't go back home on the other side. Nonetheless, Al had told Hohenheim he would find a way. That there had to be a way to get back home! He would find it and hopefully, his brother would be waiting on the other side. Waiting for him to come back home.
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"I'm going to kill him!" Envy ranted about his father. He walked along an alleyway.
"I'm going to find him and make sure he feels all the pain he caused me!" Envy smiled at the thought of him killing his father in the slowest way possible.
"The bastard" Envy thought. He didn't know where he was but he knew he had to find his father. "I am going to kill him for turning me into this monster. I am going to kill him for then abandoning me and having two more kids, Edward and Alphonse. Then if any of them are alive I am going to kill THEM so they can live happily with their father IN HELL!
Envy looked at the street full of people. He knew what he was wearing didn't blend in and he didn't want to attract any attention right now.
"These people don't have any fashion sense! I mean come on look at how cute I am." Envy said before changing into a middle-aged man with rugged old clothing.
"He is not getting away from me this easily." Envy said talking about his father.
"He can't until I make his life miserable!" Envy snickered as he walked past the people through the place he found out was called London.
Some of the people around him looked at Envy with a scared expression. He had talked so loud the people around him had heard him
"What are you staring at?" Envy said glaring at everyone before stomping off.
"So much for not attracting attention. But I guess I am just THAT attractive." Envy said all full of himself before turning a corner into another alleyway that was deserted. He then changed back to his palm tree looking form, and then went on looking for his father.
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Added Envy for your sake, Mia. Very short chapter. Chapter two will be much longer o-o. Please read and review. Any constructive criticism is welcome. Any ideas or characters you want to see are welcome to. Thank you.