Chapter One: The Love Begins!

Hershel is doing diagnoses on Carl while Rick and I wait in the other room. I know that Rick is having a hard time and it certainly isn't easy for me either, I figure I should do something. "If there is anything I can do for you, let me know. I want you to be happy."

As I wipe the Carl's blood off of Rick's face, he looks at me in a way that he never has before. "You know, I've been thinking about it a lot and I think I should come out and say it. I think I have feelings for you Shane. I love you but not like a brother. I think I'm in love with you."

I didn't really know what to say. I never expected something like that to cum come out of Rick's mouth. "No, I'm serious. Sorry, I shouldn't have said anything…" I've been waiting for a while to hear him say that. "No, I mean that's cool. I actually feel the same way. I wanted to say something as well but I also thought it would have been awkward for you."

As we hug, Rick's soft lips connect with mine, kissing me lightly and all of sudden pushing me back. At first I thought, what a fucking tease, and then I realize that he's checking up on Carl. Hershel tells Rick about needing a blood transfusion and they will also need to gather supplies.

"Rick, you stay here. You need to stay here and stay strong for your boy, Carl. Otis and I will go to that old school to gather supplies." Otis is an asshole. Him trying to use the Dick Chaney excuse. Sorry I thought you were a deer, my ass. I have a surprise waiting for him, the fat fucker.

"Alright man, be careful and for now, can we keep our feelings for each other a secret? I could only imagine how Lori would feel. It'll probably be bad enough when she finds out about Carl." Oh fuck, I forgot about her. Part of me is thinking about telling Rick however, maybe if I play my cards right, Rick, Lori and I can have a three way. "I think it might be kind of obvious but OUR secret is safe with me." I said to Rick, reassuring him that everything was going to be alright.

Otis and I head to the school distracting the walkers and getting the supplies. As the walkers come after us, I decide to kill Otis but not before making him suffer therefore I shoot him in the leg first. He grabs my hair and messes it up. Ouch it hurts anyways; I proceed to shoot him in the head. I drive back to the camp, seeing Rick and Lori.

"I got the supplies." "Oh, thank goodness" Lori said to me in a relieving voice. "Where's Otis?" Rick asked me. "The walkers got him, oh man it was terrible." I hug Rick and as I'm about to kiss him, Lori is standing there so I had to control myself. "Shane you're the best. I'm going to give these supplies to Hershel."

Rick goes inside to give the supplies to Hershel and Hershel performs the blood transfusion. As for me, I have to go shave my head because the fat asshole messed up my hair. I check up on Rick and as I see him about to pass out from the loss of blood, I hold this man in my arms, fighting the urge to give him CPR just so my lips would be pressed up against his. After a while, Rick and Carl both wake up fine and at full strength.

"Otis was a great man. He gave his life to save both me and Carl. For that I am grateful." Damn I hate having to say nice things about this asshole. If it wasn't for him, Carl wouldn't have been shot in the first place. I see Dale giving me strange looks and he needs to quit looking at me like that. At least I can easily outlive that old fuck. I'm surprised that he isn't dead yet.

"Thank you Shane, you did well." Rick said to me as he put his hand on my shoulder. "No problem man!" "Everyone stay close to the farm! Shane and I are going to camp out from a distance so that we can kill any nearby walkers." Rick and I set up camp a little ways away. "Rick, that was a good idea you came up with."

"Listen Shane, I know about you and Lori. I understand though. The whole world went to shit and you guys thought I was dead." Hearing Rick say that surprised me but at the same time, it kind of felt like the perfect time to make my move. "Yeah, I was thinking about us having a threesome. Me, You, and Lori! Right here, right now! Come on!" Rick looks at me with uncertainty which means he's going to take forever to make a decision. Damn it Rick!

"I don't know, I have to think about it. Not only do I not know how Lori would feel about it but I don't want us to get caught off our guard from the walkers." "We'll be fine. As long as we stick together, we can kill those dead bastards! As for Lori, she should love it!" I don't know, like I said. I would have to think about it."

I can't help but feel anger. I feel like he's giving me the runaround. "DAMN IT RICK! I'M TIRED OF YOU PROCRASTINATING!" "WELL I'M TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT DRAMA!" "IN THAT CASE, MAKE A FUCKING DECISION NOW!" "DON'T RUSH ME!"

There was a long silence after our arguement afterwards; I got to try a different approach because this obviously isn't working. "Look man, I'm sorry. It's just that I'm tired of waiting but I understand that you're going through a lot right now. I'll give you your time." "Thanks for understanding. Can we just focus on each other right now and worry about Lori later?" Finally, I might get some action. "Sure, let's do this."

As Rick puts his sharp, long, wet tongue in my mouth, I take my pants off and he slowly starts heading towards my dick, sucking it slow and slowly going faster and faster, putting it deeper in his mouth. Damn I can't help but moan!