Not worth living for they killed my family
Sam Winchester sat in the parked car tears running down his face a loaded gun poised and ready to fire under his chin. It had taken a week to get rid of bobby after dean Sam's hero and big brother had been mutilated and sent to hell. Another week to bury dean's remains in the cemetery were their unknown uncle had placed a tombstone in Mary Winchesters honor. Dean was now buried beside their mom's memorial tombstone. And finally it had taken one last week to decide whether or not Sam should continue hunting and living his life or if he should commit suicide. He finally decided that life was not worth living if he had no one to share it with so here he sat alone in Deans impala in the parking lot of the cemetery were dean was buried his hands shook as he held the gun under his chin. He was scared as hell but thinking of his big brother in hell only confirmed his decision to end his life here and now. His life was unbearable and not worth the pain he was already technically speaking a zombie after dean got himself in this mess of selling his soul and going to hell by bringing Sam back from the dead after he was stabbed in the back by Jake a fellow physic like Sam. So being on borrowed time and having lost everything he ever cared about or loved in his life being killed and ripped away, Sam he pulled back the hammer Sam muttered a sorry to the world and pulled the trigger. Blood splattered on the impala windows as the bullet traveled to Sam's brain killing him his head fell to his chest and his arms went limp. Sam's soul traveled to heaven were he hoped to see his parents and girlfriend and he knew that the next time a hunter opened the mausoleum that was the entrance to hell that dean would crawl out of hell being a stubborn Winchester and find his way to heaven or the afterlife. Till then he would wait in watch and maybe watch out for bobby while bobby was still alive. Maybe in heaven he would be finally done and not have to worry about anything after all he was dead now.