This is after Doomsday.
Based upon the song 'Alone' by Lucie Silvas
Don't feel useless, but don't ask
If I'm hiding or I'm holding something back
I have nothing that isn't yours
But there's a place I need to go behind closed doors
Doctor. Why did he have to go? You know when something is so good you know just how brilliant it is after you lose it. I am standing hear on Bad Wolf bay and I know he will never come back and I would love to just have 20 seconds more time with him just so he could say he loves me.
I don't be afraid
I don't be ashamed
if you let me go you know I will be back again
The doctor probably wouldn't approve of me working at Torchwood he would have complained if we only had a finite amount of time. If it wasn't for me he would be dead and if it wasn't for him I would be to stuck in a dead-end job and having nothing to live for except for a boy friend who the doctor mad fun of calling him a idiot but he knows as well as I know that he is the bravest human in this parallel world, My dead dad on the doctor's world.
And I know from the outside looking in
you can't find me here
you don't know where to begin
I can't say anything you need to know
I wish I had more time with him and made the life better with us and all the space and time are (was) ours and I love to see the inside of the TARDIS and to have the power to do anything and with all of that you would expect to be like a god but all he did was to watch everything go by and not interfere.
You're the ocean, I'm an island
We're together but I'm still alone
I will never love someone that way ever again and I hope he will remember me saying that I love him and will always be in his mind forever. I will never get back to where I was with Mickey when I was 19 but I don't really know how old I am. I would never start a family and have kids like every one else should have and go out and meet boys. My life will not be like that because I know some how the doctor will be looking over my shoulder and it would probably kill him.
Looking back to Bad Wolf bay it was the only time when I was completely in the knowledge that I wasn't hiding anything from anyone and it was good that the gut instinct didn't come in and tell me not to say I love you just because it would kill him for the rest of his life in the knowledge that someone he loved was gone forever. I would never live with myself if I never told him, but just the look in his eyes when I saw him fade. I knew him for what seamed to be years and not once had I seen him cry.
Just give me space
some time away
It's a place only for me but I'll be back again
I don't need you to save me
I would do anything to be around the whole of space and time forever just like I had promised. When everybody thinks of me they think of some one who would never break a promise but it is one of those feelings but he knew I was a human and he is a time lord just like Sarah Jane we thought it would last forever and ever but we all secretly know that would never happen the doctor has to move on and so do we.
We're together but I'm still alone
We will always be together and he will never forget ma like I will never to him. I will never have that but I will always be with him. I am still alone.