Laying awake upon the cold stone floor, here I stay, about to give up. You never came… how is it that if you never came it hurts so much to see you leave? Why is it only now the abandonment hits me? After all it's not like you're the first to abandon me... No definitely not, seeing as my own mother and father didn't want me, nor did any orphanage.
I hope you can find it in your heart to love me, me whom was shunned my whole life, unloved and unloving. Don't leave, allow me to love you and hopefully you to love me in return. Don't hide away from any time chance appears before you, a chance to be whole, a chance to be wanted. Let me ease your pain and in return ease mine. Alone I stand, dying inside, afraid to call your name aloud, afraid to open my eyes to find you gone, nothing but the empty space you should preoccupy yourself with filling.