Believing in Happy Endings
*I am writing this fanfic with my besitie (she doesn't have an account), we do not own the original The Fault in Our Stars, that right goes to John Green.*
~Nymeria and UnkownGirl
Chapter 1:
1 year later
Hazel Grace
It amazes me just how quickly time does in fact move forward. Human beings never stay still for long and as a whole we find things to take up precious time to try and help ease our pain. It's been exactly one year since Augustus' death and still I find it hard to carry on. It wouldn't be so bad if the universe didn't keep trying to tell me he's out there for me somewhere.
I have finished school now so not even the constant drill and routine of doing homework can keep me busy. Both Mum and Dad believe I need a hobby. We even had a small fight over it.
The morning sun quickly entered the cold room to my dispair.
"Hazel. Get up and get dressed. You are going to get out of this room today. For far too long you have stayed in this room hunny... Your father and I are worried. We know it's hard for you right now because of Augustus..." She looked at me with a pained expression on her face and sat beside me on the bed. I sat up and moved strands of hair out of my eyes. She took my hand and squeezed.
"It's just... You stay in your room all day, you don't come out. We're not the only ones worried about you either hunny. Your doctors are concerned too. They think you should... See someone... To help..." I recoiled my hand. And looked at her straight in the eye.
"You want me going to see a shrink? Mother? I don't... I can't! Please, just don't make me go and... I'm trying... Please. I really am, it's just so so hard to want to..." Tears fell down my cheek and my mum took me in my arms like I was six years old again.
"Sssh, it's ok baby. It's going to be ok." She patted my hair and tried to soothe my broken heart.
"I...Just...Miss...Him... So Much...!" I sobbed into her chest.
"I know hunny, I know..."
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