p. 3
Are you calling me?
Because you're voice seems so near
But yet it echoes like it was away from where I stay.
I could hear your faint cry for help.
I almost thought the words were inside my head
But I looked up and expected them to fall from the sky.
p. 4
Do I really know who you are?
I can not tell you who should be
Because I feel like when you look at me
You see someone else
p. 5
Of course, I might be wrong but when you're quiet
I have a feeling you don't see my eyes
When I shake my hands left and right
In front of your face
I have a feeling when you look at me
You see someone else waiting
Reading a thick book, sitting under a shady tree
p. 6
What's touching my cheek?
Surely I can't feel your hand
The touch feel reserved for another
You touch me with the usual lover's caress
But your spirit is reserved for someone else
So if you kiss me and play with hair
Should I pretend that my name is not Shindou?
And pretend that we're there?
p. 7
We never had this union from the start
Just sex and hands with fingers intertwined
I am not okay right now
But I don't feel that bad, at all
What's important to me is that you're here
So I'll let you touch me again and again
Even though I'll be marked with the scars of lies
p. 8
I tried to count the start
I tried to count the clouds
But what is harder is to count the emotions
That took my soul
A mixture of sorrow, a dash of confusion
A pinch of betrayal
Anger? Just a hint
p. 9
I'll just listen to the voice from within
That's telling me the strangest things
p. 10
I want you to see me
I want you to see me
I want you to see me
I don't want you to see that stupid tree
I don't want you to look at someone else
I want you to look at my face
I want you to tell me who I am
Because that voice in my head is annoying
And it's telling me I don't know who you are
And you don't know who I am
p.11
We don't know each other at all
I don't think we'll ever will