Nia'sHiddenPuzzlePiece: Hi! So I started posting this story two years ago under the name envious-black-rose-19. Then due to certain circumstances (not logging in for a over a year) i forgot my password and when i tried to recover it, they claimed my email was wrong (which it wasn't). I found the third chapter I was working on while packing my room and decided to keep writing this. Hope you like it.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, simple as that
Warning: yaoi, angst, things like that
Pairing: HarryDraco
POV: Harry
Chapter One: Why?
I'm sorry
So sorry that you're ashamed to be with me
You care so much what your family thinks
You never even noticed me
It hurt me so much
Knowing I caused you to be ashamed and embarrassed
I want to make things better the only way I know how
It tears me up inside
But I do this for you
Oh god- I wish I didn't have to
I want to be the only thing that matters to you
You'll just say I'm being selfish
But I'm not
Why does it hurt so?
After this I'll have no emotions
I sacrifice them for your peace of mind
It's over
Tears fall down my face
I quickly turn away
I see your reflection in the mirror
Please
Don't look at me like that
Like your heart has died
I did it for you
You don't know how much it hurts
Why did the best thing that ever happened to me-
Why did it turn out like this?
Why?
So that was the first chapter (poem). Sorry it's not that great- I'm not good with poetry, but I thought it would be a neat way to give the background of the story... Please let me know what you think.