[English Version] Fan Fic TVXQ : You Are My Everything

Part.1

FanFic Title : You Are My Everything

Chapter : 1

Genre : Romance, Friendship

Main Cast : Kim Junsu, Kim Jaejoong, Park Yoochun, Shim Changmin, Jung Yunho

Author : 아야 비루나시아 (Aya BirunaXiah)

Annyeong :) this is my first TVXQ fanfic that I ever have. I try to translate to English as I can. I dedicated this FF to our precious TVXQ, I'm proud of their friendship and brothership. I dedicated this to Cassiopeia too. Sorry for my poor English, I've try my best. Have a nice reading ^_^

Finally, I can step back to the floor of this house after pacing Canada - Japan - Korea a few weeks. Our house is now five of the occupants rarely complete, after we felt so tired sweat under the management of entertainment companies. Concert schedule, recordings, drama shooting, and added other activities so crowded until sleep was often no chance. But the work and our hard work is not appreciated them properly, and they are highly profitable lot, yes they enjoy our sweat. After a long time in this condition, we tired, eventually demanding them through legal channels.

Anio, not us... just me with Junsu and YooChun. Changmin and Yunho decided to not join this case, Changmin had a contract with the company's film and Yunho ... I'm beginning to understand because at that moment he was busy shooting a drama series. But it is silent - still also has a contract with the company's sly to make a mini album, a duet by a member of the Korean girlband who is now famous in Asia. He did it silency, that can not forgive, how can he was not frank with us? Is it because he felt as good leader?

"Yoochun~aaa! Turn off air conditioning, jebaaaaaal? I really - really cold, it's gyeoul anyways ... huh?" shouted Junsu, Yoochun seems to have fallen asleep behind the quilt. But if the air conditioning turned off, he'll get up and complain noisy heat, even more disturbing us.

"Double it with Changmin's blanket," I said, throwing Changmin's blanket which the bed was close to me. Junsu tried to sleep with two layers of thick blankets, when I saw his shirt was covered - layers. Usually he is not too fussy with the Yoochun's 'odd habits' lit during cooler though it's winter, but it seems he was not vit.

"Aaah well! I can not stand. I sleep in the living room alone, " Junsu said as he left the room with a thick blanket wrapped.

"Ne," I replied curtly.

Actually I could not sleep, though this body was so tired. My mind still wanders here and there. Aaah, it's almost mid-January. Soon, my birthday. Demands to the company's problems had not been too cunning to find a bright spot, they have even more control of Changmin and Yunho and make rumors that we really disbanded. Although because of it, my relationship, Junsu and Yoochun with HoMin had a little stiff. Haaaah! Stop! I must get to bed. Tomorrow morning there will a fans meeting of my first drama.

"Mwo? Junsu? Where? Ne, algyeseumnida..." I have just reached the front of door, the news shocked me. I rushed to the Gangnam hospital and called Yoochun to follow immediately. Well, I told him to take rest at least a day for his own good, but Junsu also forced to go with a pale face this morning. He's been preparing for his appearance on the musical stage show as the main role, in addition to preparing the launch of a new single and our best album we in Japan.

"You're so stubborn! I told you so," Yoochun came, act to knocked Junsu's head who's lying in the bed weakly.

"Ah ... aaaaakh! You're not have feelings, I'm sick but you still knock my head!" Junsu still trying to answer the expense of his 'enemy' although he's in a very weak body.

"Kya, I'm a real man. The real man not use the feeling, but use the sense!" Yoochun replied while wiping his wide forehead.

"Mwo? You think I'm not the real man?" Junsu replied in time.

"Kya... You've act strong evidence, but fallen at last. If like this, so you can not even work, can you? " Yoochun don't want to lose.

"Eeeeh! Just enough! This husband - wife, just stop fighting! Yoochuna, just let him rest a minute!" I put my hand over her mouth.

"Mmmmh... mian mian! I'm just kidding!" Yoochun release my covered hand.

"Yeah, do not take a joke anymore with the sick person," I dragged him to the couch in Junsu's hospitalized room.

"You just go to bed, Su. You have to take more rest," I approached the bed and raised the blanket to Junsu's body. Junsu just smiled quietly again, because it seems he was right - completely limp and his head still pain.

After undergoing several tests, doctors said that Junsu infected with the virus because of fatigue that made her body weak and cause severe pain in his head. I do not know, I do not really understand the terms of medic, and it seems I've never heard this kind of disease. But the point is, the disease is not dangerous if Junsu getting treatment, and adequate rest. 'Haaah, tahengida ...' I thought a bit relieved. Junsu is one of the 'treasure' valuable in my life, he's like my own brother. Especially in the relationship with the other siblings are estranged, I am more aware of how precious they four to me. Even though how angry I am, I still love them anyways.

After one week of treatment in hospitals, Junsu wants to take the outpatiens care only because the stage musical is near. He did not want to disappoint cassiopeians who's very looking forward his appearance. Huuuft, Junsu had always wanted to make the others smile, though his own condition was not so good. One thing that I regret, though I tried to contact repeatedly, Yunho and Changmin keep busy with their work. During this week, they even not appeared to visit Junsu.

"It's O.K hyung, I'm allright now. Don't bother, they must be very busy. Moreover we know how the company management's threating was? They would always try to prevent us together," said Junsu wisely, though I knew from the look on his face there was a disappointment. He once said he wanted be together again, not because of work. Our last meeting with the MinHo in Japan for the making of our new single MV, felt a little stiff, not as warm as it used to be. Even Junsu too awkward to make the jokes or a matter of our expense again.

That night, after the closing of Junsu's stage musical starring. I and YooChun joined together in the celebrating party for the success of the Musical Stage with the supporters and crew event. As usual, Yoochun always lost his self control when he meet alcohol, he finally drunk. Luckily I had anticipated only drink a little, so I thought that I could be take him to go home. But Junsu who's can stand of alcohol, follow to drink a little, he said just to respect others. But even a little, he was drunk. Fortunately Tae Gun was there, so he was turn to carry Junsu and I have to carry Yoochun.

After drove up Tae Gun to the front door, I returned to our room. Junsu was talking himself, haven't been sleep yet, while Yoochun has been 'flying' into the dreamland. I tried to lay my body.

"Hyuuuung ... geugo arayo?" suddenly Junsu risen.

"Ne ..?" I asked.

"Jaejoong~aaa, anio…Jaejoong hyeong?" Junsu was still a little drunk.

"Ne ..?" I still lying.

"Actually, though I rarely call you 'hyung' again ... I still respect you ..."

"Ne, arasseoyo," I replied, nodding while sleep turned my body.

"He ... he ... he ... tahengida," said Junsu. There was no voice anymore, maybe he was asleep, I thought.

I almost falling asleep, when I heard heavy sobs.

"Wae? What's wrong?" I immediately rose and sat up next to Junsu because he had never cried like this, "APHA?" I'm so worried because Junsu's health had not so improved in fact.

"Gaseumi aphayo ..."

"Wae?" I asked curiously.

"Nan jengmal seulpeuyo ..."

"Wae seulpeuyo? Don't you got a big success in the musical stage?" I'm more curious, "Aaaah, the case against the company. Geokchonghajima, even though we lost thanks to their cunning, we're dealing with ..." try to comfort him.

"It's not a very big problem, which makes me very sad and scared are losing our brotherhood... hyeong, Yoochuni, Changmini, Yunho hyeong," added Junsu sobbed, "What if we could not close the same way again?"

"Geokchonghajima ..." comfort him again. Actually I also wanted to cry after hear this, for some reason, I felt Junsu was down. Usually he's always been the source of our joy, even if he sad, he would not cry as deeply as this.

"Jaejoong hyeong, I felt like to a long sleep. I'm tired, if we could not be the same again, " Junsu came to hug me and take my body shook with his tears, "I really wanted to meet Changmin and Yunho hyeong again... if I can not see them again, I seem not want to get up again, I won't still alive anymore. "

"Haiss, what do you talking about? Of course we could meet them again, our new single was released and soon the Japan's best album," comfort him, I felt strange to hear his words, "Come on, now better you just sleep. You're a little fever again, take the medicine first. "

After taking medicine, Junsu finally fell asleep. I immediately lay down my back.

In the morning as usual when a little spare time, I cooked breakfast for all of us, anio this time... the three of us. As usual too, YooChun hard to wake up, until I'm back and forth-back room to wake him. Junsu, I deliberately did not wake him first, he must be tired at all and his body began to fever again last night, so I let him rest. Apparently asleep once, maybe the drugs are taken overnight.

"Ppalli ..! Just take a bath, I have prepared breakfast," I returned to the dining room.

"Ne, eomaaaaaaa!" scoffed Yoochun long yawn and stretch. Hah, he finally woke up.

"Hyeooong, why don't you wake Junsu?" asked YooChun out of the bathroom.

"Let him rest. I think he's not feeling well again," I said, smoothing down the kitchen.

"Mmmmh," Yoochun nodded as he left the room.

"Junsu yaaaa? Junsu! Ireonaaabwa!" soon, I heard Yoochun shouted panicly, "Jaejoong hyeong... Hyeooong? Junsuga ...!"

I immediately went into the room no matter what it's straightened plates shattered on the floor. I found Yoochun was shaking Junsu's body who lying motionless limp on the bed.

"Junsu yaaaa ...!"

***to be continued…***