Disclaimer: All of the characters in this chapter belong to Frank Van Keeken.

AN: hey guys this is my very first fanfic and I am still really new to the site so bear with me while I find my feet also school starts up again for me next week so I will try and update as much as I can this week because after next week it will not be so easy

Riley. That is the person that my life revolves….Riley Raymond. And I can't stand that she is hurt right now but what hurts the most is that I caused that pain. That kiss with Beth meant nothing to me. Beth is nothing compared to Riley but how am I supposed to explain that to her when she wants nothing to do with me?

Rileys Pov:

My eyes flood with tears as I think about the sight I just witnessed. I can't believe it. I cant belive that everything we have been through James would just cheat on me like that. He knows how I feel about but he still let her kiss him. I don't know what to say right now but to be honest its not James that I am mad at the most.. Its Beth. Can't she just get it into her head that James has…had a girlfriend. Me and James were fine before her but because she couldn't let him go I don't think we will ever be fine again. I know James keeps trying to talk to me but I am not ready for that yet. I struggle to breathe as my mind is filled with images of James and Beth kissing. It just doesn't stop everytime I close my eyes its them again and again…..

End of Dream

I wake up. Sweat beads all around me. I look at James' peaceful face sleeping right next to me. That was a long time ago, He wouldn't cheat on me again…right? I am probably just being paranoid. I look at the time. 8'0 clock! Sh*t! We are gonna be late for rehearsal at the studio. As I try-trying being the operative word- to wake James up, he just moans and rolls over. Suddenly a mischievous smile comes to my face as I think of the perfect way to wake my boyfriend up. I start kiss down him slowly. First from his forehead to his cheek to the side of his mouth then finally on his mouth. I feel him slowly stir and start to wake up and its not long till he starts responding. Through my peripheral vision I see the time. I know we have to stop but I don't want to. But as the kiss gets more heated I realize that one of us has to take control or we will not leave this bed today. I untangle myself from him coming up for air. And the pouting look on his face is so cute I almost feel bad for him but I know that we have to go

"James, come on we are gonna be late for rehearsal. We have go like now!"

As he grudgingly goes to take a shower, I notice his phone is vibrating. As I check the name I see makes my heart stop….