Dear Family
Did you even wanted me to begin with?
When I was born… did you see a daughter, a sister or did you see a burden you had to get rid of.
I kind of understand why you would want me gone, since I'm worthless child and bring problems to everyone.
Is that why you sent me to this horrible woman, who brings me nothing but pain because I am….
A Bad Child?
Is that it? It is isn't?! Even when I just a baby… you thought I as a bad child even then and that's why you sent me to her. To that woman!
You were hopping she would kill me. So you weren't have to do it!
But you were wrong! That woman didn't kill me…. No she keeps me around for her own enjoyment and pleasure.
But she's killing me slowing and painfully…. So I feel it every day. So be happy about that.
I suppose that's alright, since I am a bad child…. I deserve this. So I'll accept this pain.
I guess I'll make it easier on everybody and get rid of myself now.
Who knows Maybe I'll see you all on the other side.
Even if I never knew you… I love you both and big brother…
I'm sorry for being a bad child… please forgive me.
Sincerely,
Selena