AN- set at the end of eclipse when Bella is leaving Jake's house. I thought this song described her feelings very well so I wrote this. Hope you like it. Also, I don't own breathe or twilight.

Breathe – Taylor Swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

I was driving home after talking to Jake. I didn't realize how hard it would be to tell him all those things. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes.

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

I don't know what I'm gonna do without Jake. He's my best friend. My safe harbor. He kept me going through the darkest time in my life. Some of the tears fell over.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

When Edward was gone, I could hardly breathe because of the hole in my chest. Jake helped me get through. The tears were pouring down harder now. It was getting hard to see.

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

The tears were going to thick and fast for me to drive. I pulled over.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

After a while I felt cold comforting arms around me. "Shh, it's okay Bella. It's okay." But I knew it really wasn't. Edward drove the rest of the way home. Charlie wasn't home yet, so Edward carried me inside to my bedroom. My crying turned to sobbing.

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

After a while I fell asleep. But I kept waking up. Then the tears would just start again. It felt like I lost a friend, but I lost something much more. Because Jake was always more than a friend. So much more.

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

When I woke up around eight-thirty, the tears finally stopped. I looked around and saw Edward laying next me. I knew Edward and I would be fine. But I worried about Jake. Edward asked if I was making the right decision. And I was, I had known much worse pain.

I'm sorry Jacob. I thought, and I hoped he knew I was.

AN – I seriously got, like, depressed writing this. Thanks for reading.