(I don't own none of the characters they belong to the owners of death note. I may add some OC's maybe this is rated M due to sex, swearing and violence.)

Death note

A new beginning

L's POV

I looked up at Light as he held onto me as my heart started to beat slower and slower. I knew he got me, he betrayed me. I saw the sinister look in his eyes. I was a fool to let my guard down around him. Light, no Kira...I trusted him, I even loved him. I fell hard for my killer, Light. Now look at me... slowly fading away into darkness. I knew that Kira's reign was going to end soon, not by me, but I know that Near or Mellow will stop him somehow... Then I started to see my life flash before my eyes as everything went dark.

I looked around and saw nothing, the surrounding was pure darkness. I stood up and felt naked as I saw a light far in the distance. I walked towards the light to find the source. I wandered for quite some time and soon started hearing voices of people crying and begging, I just kept walking.

After some time I stopped and saw someone I knew... someone I knew all too well. I was rather surprised to see him of all people, in this place. It was Beyond Birthday, He was also... naked like everyone else was. It's far too unsanitary to be like this. I then noticed that BB turned to me and began walking towards me.

As he approached me he began to speak "Ah the world's greatest Detective, the infamous Ryuzaki." BB smirked at me. "I'm surprised to see you here so soon"

I turned away from him, not wanting to see his nakedness. "I guess it was just my time" I muttered to him at the same time keeping my gaze away from him.

"No, you were meant to live longer than that... Call it a hunch" BB grabbed my shoulders and pulled me closer to him. "It seems someone put you here with me for a reason" He whispered into my ear.

I shoved his unsanitary body off me and looked away. "Now that you mention it... Where are we?"

BB cocked his head to the side and sighed. "Well, were obviously dead, we are waiting to be judged, to see if we go to heaven, hell or get reborn or just wonder around forever." He glared over at a shadow by a door going through a book. "That hot friend of yours came by here and got judged. Naomi was her name. I think she went to heaven. She was murdered by that Kira person."

"So Ryuzaki, where do you think you'll end up"?

"I don't care to be honest." I walked away from him to sit alone, but he followed me.

BB stood in front of me. "Now that you mention it, no one here seems to feel anything"

I looked down at my bare feet and wondered why I wasn't feeling anything, I couldn't feel anything, I was just a shell. I closed my eyes to be alone with my thoughts and so I didn't have to see BB at the moment.

"L is that you?"

A voice called to me, I slowly opened my eyes to see Matt standing in front of me again, nude like the others. I glared over to see BB sitting next to me with his eyes shut as well. I looked up at Matt and nodded.

"I didn't think I would find you here..." Matt sat down next to me. "I guess if you're here then I really am dead too I guess..."

"How did you die?" I asked wondering how he ended up here.

"The Cops, turned me into pin cushion while I was helping Mellow..."

I looked down at the cold dark ground and held my knees to my chest. I wanted to know if they got Kira yet or did Light get them, though for some reason I didn't care, I closed my eyes yet again to be alone once again so I can move on, Oddly I didn't care that I was sitting here on the cold ground naked.

A deep voice comes the darkness "?"

I Looked up and saw that the shadow looking guy was calling my name, though it was a name I haven't heard in a long time. I got up and walked over to him with BB following right behind me. "Yes?"

"You have been judged to be reborn, good luck in your new life." He opens the door with a bright light shining through it. "Now if you don't know, once you step through this door all your memories will be gone. They will be locked away deep within your soul. You will have a new body and a new family. Do you understand?"

I nodded my head and took in a deep breath. "Yes I understand." I walked over to the door and glanced over my shoulder and saw Mellow standing next to Matt, I gave them a gesture of farewell and now I'm at this moment, ready to start over. I turn to the door and take a step through the door

I can feel my memories fading, though I feel relaxed and happy, I see a bright light and I...

Hi, I'm Elliott Hunter, and I live in Canada. My mother is from Japan and my father is from Canada. But I'll be moving to Japan since my grandmother said that the school is better there and I will learn much faster down there. Oh and I have a twin sister named Becky, she was very good at painting. Unlike me I'm not very good at many things, and I rather keep to myself.

I started to pack up my clothes getting ready to leave to japan in two days. I'll only be coming back to Canada in the summer. It really sucked since this was my home and I grew up here. I put on my headphones and blasted my music. I glanced around my bedroom and saw all my posters and my TV and my game console and old candy wrappers all over my desk and floor. I sat down on my bed and looked down at my phone to play around with my apps for now until dinner was ready.

I soon got bored and looked up to see my sister standing in front of me with her arms crossed. She grabbed my headphone off my head and threw them down next to me. "I been calling you for the past seven minutes. Stop blasting your music so loud."

My sister had long black hair to the middle of her back with her bangs dyed pink. She loved to wear her purple hoodie and a white tank top with her dark blue jean skirt. And she always wore purple and pink stockings that went up to her knees.

With me I always loved to wear my white hoodie and dark blue jeans. And on my right arm I wore a purple and black arm snuggie. I always wore over my right arm sleeve. And last my hair was short, spikey, and unkempt and it was jet black.

"Elliott, I don't wanna move to japan. I like it here. It's not fair." She crossed her arms and sat down right on my lap. "Stupid grandma telling us where we have to live, who that old bag thinks she is!"

I rolled my eyes and pushed her off my lap. "I don't know and I don't care. Now get out of my room."

Becky walked over to my bedroom door and have me a death glare. "I'm going to paint something!" She stormed off leaving me alone.

I laid back onto my bed and closed my eyes for a moment to let my thoughts wonder. I reopened my eyes and grabbed my stuffed bear that was missing an eye and he's been stitched up so many times he looked like it was an undead bear. Becky always likes to take him from me and when I told off her she would rip him in half so I couldn't have him anymore, then I would cry until my mom would fix him up again. I also remember when Becky threw him in the lake and he turned to ice, it took me forever to melt the ice off him. I smiled at the memory. This bear has gone through so much hell with my sister. I'm shocked he's still in one piece after all that. I know I'm sixteen, but I'm not leaving this bear behind I've had him since I was four years old. Becky is the same age as me, she and I are twins I'm just older by 7 minutes. But she was always the family favorite. I didn't mind I liked being the loner of the family.

"Elliott! Becky! DINNER!"

I got up from my bed and walked downstairs to the kitchen and sat down at the table. Soon my twin sat down next to me looking very pissed off. Mother piled pasta onto my plate and everyone else as well and then sat down to eat her meal.

I grabbed a piece of bread and buttered it and dipped it into my pasta. I could see Becky holding in her anger but it was going to burst out any moment.

"IT'S NOT FAIR!" She slammed down her hands on the table. "I don't want to move!"

"Watch your tone young lady!" Our father said looking up at my sister. "You're going to japan and that's final, we are not discussing this anymore more. So sit down and eat your dinner."

"No screw you, I will discuss this! Your making me and Elliott move without asking how we felt!" She shouted.

Our father stood up and grabbed her by her arm and pulled her away into the living room. I shook my head and took a bite out of my sauce covered bread and tried to keep to myself. I didn't feel like fighting anymore like that. They've been fighting with me for a month now and they won't change their mind over this.

After dinner I went upstairs to have a shower and to relax and have some alone time. I turned on the hot water and hopped in and let the warm water run down my body. I soon grabbed the body wash and started washing my body.

"Hurry the hell up!" Becky banged on the door. "Stop using all the hot water! I need a shower too!"

I let out a sigh and washed off my body and washed my hair real fast and got out. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my waist and opened the door. "You're very annoying you know that right?"

"Shut up and let me have my shower." She pushed me out of the way and closed the door locking it behind her.

I rolled my eyes and walked to my room to get dressed. I grabbed a pair of clover pj bottoms and a black tee to wear. I sat down on my bed and turned on the TV. I grabbed my phone and saw some of my friends texted me saying they were sad I was leaving soon. I texted back saying I will miss them and that I will still talk to them over FaceChat or something. I placed my phone on my nightstand and laid back onto my bed holding my teddy in my arms as I watched whatever was on TV.

Later that night I opened my eyes and saw that it was 2:30am. I sat up and rubbed my eyes and got up from my bed and walked over to my door and opened it and walked down the hall. I saw that Becky's light was still on, I peeked through the crack of her door to see her painting some creepy looking cow or something like that. I backed away and went downstairs and into the kitchen I grabbed myself a glass and went to get myself a cold glass of milk to drink. I poured myself some milk and took a long sip, finishing it real fast. Once I was done I placed the glass into the sink and went back up to my room. I went back into my room and laid back down on my bed and grabbed my teddy once again. 'Lately I've been feeling like something was missing, I'm not even sure why...I feel like I've lost something or someone, but I don't know what or who...' I thought to myself. I been feeling like that a lot as of late and I don't understand it at all. I wish I did. I closed my eyes once again to fall fast asleep.

The next morning I woke up to see my mother's cat sitting on my chest just looking at me. I stroked its head and sat up, I grabbed my phone to see the time and saw that it was 10:40am. I looked back to the cat that was sitting next to me on my bed just grooming itself. I looked around and saw that my teddy was gone. He wasn't on my bed. I got up and checked on the floor and under my bed. "What the hell Becky!" I got up and ran out of my room and into hers. "Where the hell did it you put it!?"

Becky sat up from her bed glaring at me. "Your stupid teddy bear? I swear Ell you're getting too old for that toy. But as much as I love to take him from you I don't have him...now get out of my room before I kick you again."

"You better not be lying." I say leaving her room and run downstairs to see my mother holding him in her hand about to throw him out. "What the hell are you doing!?" I ran over and grab the bear from her hands. And held it close to my chest.

"Oh come on Elliott you're getting too old for that bear and look how ripped up it has become." She said with her hands now on her hips.

"I don't give two shit's its mine." I shout at her as he I hold the bear closer to my chest. "I'll never throw it out. So stop trying." She smacked me in the mouth then I stormed off to my bedroom to hide him. Once I knew he was safe and sound I opened my nightstand and pulled out my bag of sour candy and started to eat them, my lip was a little puffy from when she hit me. I place a sour key on my tongue and started to suck on it for a bit to get the sugar off it then I stuck the whole thing into my mouth and enjoy the sweetness of the candy. I must say I have a big weakness for sweets. That's the one thing I loved more than anything was sweets and my bear. I had a name for it, but I just stopped calling it by the name I gave it. It was odd the name I gave it came from a voice I use to hear sometimes when I felt alone or sad. I would hear this voice telling me I'm never alone and they are always watching over me, so over time I called my teddy Watari. I know it's odd that I got that name from some soft voice I would hear sometimes. Maybe that's why I grew so close to that teddy it reminded me of that soft voice.

I looked up at my ceiling and closed my eyes again. Trying to remember when I first heard that voice. I think I was five years old when I first heard it.

(Flash back.)

I was down by the lake with my teddy in my arms and my mother and father where showing Becky how to swim. I sat down on a rock and smiled at my little brown bear. Then I looked over my shoulder and swear I saw something. I got off the rock and walked over to where I saw some shadow thing. I walked over to some trees at the foot of the forest. I held onto my bear tighter and looked deeper into the woods and I saw it again. I walked into the woods and tried to follow the shadow I saw.

"Stop, it's not safe, go back."

I stopped and turned to see who was talking to me, but I saw no one. "Hello?"

"Elliott go back now, it's not safe go back to your parents. If you keep going you're going to get badly hurt."

"I'm going to get hurt?" I looked around again. "Who are you? I can't see you." I whispered looking around.

"Elliott please go back now. If you do I'll tell you who I am."

I nodded and turned back out of the woods and walked back to my mother and father who was still trying to show Becky how to swim. "Who are you?" I said again in a whisper.

"My name is Watari, I watch over you to make sure you're always safe Elliott."

"Watari...? That's a funny name Mr. Teddy" I said while looking down at my teddy.

"Uh yes I'm your teddy, Sir. Now no more wondering off like that. It's not safe. Now be a good boy and stay with your family I'll be watching."

"Watching? I never knew my Teddy had a name" I smiled brightly at the thought. "Watari was talking to me and protecting me! He saved me from something bad. I will be a good boy so he will stay with me!" I smiled as I hugged my teddy to me tightly.

(Flash back end.)

Times I wonder if that was real. But even still he talks at times. I smirked and looked over at the cat who was laying on my bed next to me sleeping. I stroked its head again and could hear it purr. I smiled at the cat and laid down next to it trying to get some more sleep since it was still so early.

I woke up again later with my mother calling for me to get my ass up. I sat up in my bed and rubbed my eyes and got up from my bed to get dressed and put on my favorite white hoodie. I walked downstairs and sat down at the table to eat lunch my mother made for us then I had to do my chores. I looked down at my meal and saw she made PB&J sandwiches and a tall glass of milk. Our mother always wanted to drink milk at lunch to keep us healthy.

After lunch I put on my headphones and went outside to cut the grass as Becky did inside chores while I worked outside. It was nice in the country side in P.E.I. I took off my hoodie since the summer sun was hot and made me work up a sweat from working outside for so long. I tied it around my waist and went back to work cutting the grass. It sucked that we had such a big front lawn. Once I was done cutting the grass I moved on to weeding the garden for my mother then fixing her stupid looking scarecrow. I sighed as I walked back to the house, I stopped and looked around, I sure was going to miss my home and miss all this. I ran my hand through my messy black hair and then walked back inside to take a hot shower and get cleaned up for dinner.

"Eww you smell like cow crap." Becky held her nose and waved her hand back and forth. "Hurry and take a shower I cleaned this house tip top for mom and dad. And I don't need you making it all smelly."

I rolled my eyes at her. "Well sorry for my outdoor work smell, but if you want we can trade? I can work in here and you can work outside?" I smirked at my twin.

"...shut up and give me your clothes so I can wash them for you." She crossed her arms at me.

I tossed her my hoodie and my jeans and even my boxers. "There." I said walking to the washroom.

"Eww don't throw your smelly boxers at me Ell!" She shouted.

I walked into the washroom and thought about the nick name she gave me. "Ell huh?" I liked it. It sounded better than my real name anyways. I think I may start going by that name from now on.

After my shower I knew tomorrow was then I had to leave to japan. I went to my room and got dressed and made sure everything I wanted to bring was all packed and ready to go. I sighed sadly at my bedroom and then went downstairs to have movie time with my mom and dad for the last time until next summer. I sat down next to my mother on the couch as my father popped in a dvd and sat down on his favorite chair, Becky sat on the other side of our mother with a bowl of popcorn on her lap. I leaned my head on my mother's shoulder and watched the movie that was on. I know my mom was sometimes was a pain in the ass but I loved her and my father I was so grateful to have a family to love me and care for me. And who knows maybe one day someone will love me as well some girl or guy, I didn't care about the sex of someone it didn't matter to me as long they had a good heart then sure.

It was the next day and our parents where driving us to the airport to leave to japan. I placed on my headphones to drown out my sister fighting with our mom and dad about not wanting to go. I lean my head against the window listening to the song 'What's Up People by Maximum The Hormone' I had this deep feeling in my chest something big was going to change my life forever once I went down there something new something forgotten, I didn't understand the feeling myself but I guess I must get ready for whatever happens to me or my sister for that matter.

Later on I was boarding the plane and sat down at the window seat with Becky next to me reading a book with her own headset on listening to music. She broke down in tears crying her eyes and yelling at our parents as well. I hugged her until she calmed down. But I can still tell she's still so upset over this. I am as well but I'm not showing it, I wasn't never into showing my feelings so anyone really I always liked to keep my feelings to myself.

(Flash back.)

Becky came up running to me crying because her fish died. I looked over at the dead fish in her hands with no sadness or anything in my eyes. Yeah I felt bad it died but I didn't cry. And also when I got bullied by these older boys.

"You gonna cry now huh?"

I glared up at the older boy who just punched me in the face giving me a cut on my lip. "No..." I said standing up to my feet.

"Oh really now." The boy grabbed me and shoved me against a tree and punched me right in the stomach that was enough to knock the wind outta me.

"You gotta cry now?"

I held my stomach and coughed out from the pain, but I didn't cry. "No..." I said coughing out again.

"What the fuck why won't you cry you pussy!"

I stood up and got punched again knocking me back down to the ground. Yes I was in a lot of pain but again I didn't cry or beg him to stop. I spit out some blood and glared up at him.

"Screw this kid, let's go." The other boy said walking away with his friends.

I watched them leave, finally leaving me alone. I got back up and walked back home all beaten up and full of cuts and marks all over me. My mother freaked out at me and was also shocked that I wasn't crying or anything from how much pain I was in. and the shocking thing was that I was only nine years old, later on the doctors determined that my tear ducts can't produce tears.

(End of flash back.)

I glanced out the window and let out a small sigh as I took a sip of the cheap cola they gave me in the small cup. I pulled my bag onto my lap and started to eat my sugar cookies I brought with me and some sugar cubes to suck on as well. I needed the sweetness to relax me on this long stupid flight to japan. I even brought Watari as well, I pulled him out and held him close to me as I kept eating my sweets I brought with me. Once I was done snacking I leaned on the window and closed my eyes holding my bear closer to me... The pilot said we could see Shinjuku from our window, So looked out and saw the amazing view of the city.

(All done chapter one sorry if it was real slow but I'm taking my time with this to make it longer and better and so everyone can get to know the characters better. So I hope you all enjoyed the new L aka Elliott oh and his sister Becky. There will be more to come soon but next will be Light's POV until then bye bye.)