This takes place after New Moon sometime. Okay this is my first Twilight fan fiction. I am really excited!! But I really need reviews to keep me writing so.. REVIEW!! Even if you hate it I would really appreciate you telling me things I could improve on or change. Thanks a bunch!!

Clio

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the twilight characters!! That is Stephanie Meyers not me… unfortunately.

Bella's POV

I looked at my throbbing feet. If it was possible to die of shopping I was very close to death. I carried about eight different bags with me. These bags contained items from: Victoria's Secret, Nordstrom's, Tiffany's, Coach, Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Bloomingdales, and Chanel. I was relived that the shopping was over.

I turned the smooth cold doorknob that opened up to the large home of the Cullen's. I walked over to a comfy couch, set my heavy bags onto the floor, and threw my feet up onto the couch. Alice skipped into through the doorway. She looked as perfect as ever. I probably looked horrible. She sat down next to me and smiled.

"did you enjoy spending money with me?" she questioned.

"for the most part. I just wish that you would have let me pay for the outrageously expensive stuff you bought me." I said crossing my arms.

"Bella, I told you this was my treat, and when I say my treat I mean it. Now enjoy the fact that you now have the most awesome wardrobe ever" she said in her bubbly voice.

Jasper walked into the room smiling. He saw Alice smiling her wild grin. He chuckled a bit. I could tell how much emotion they shared. Whenever I saw Jasper unhappy Alice was always sitting next to him, holding his hand, or somehow motivating him to keep going. To not give up. Whenever Alice was unhappy he would be there for her. Their emotions reflected each others. He came and sat down next to her observing all the bags she had in hand.

"have fun?" he asked, staring down at the numerous bags in front of us.

"of course we did. Do you see how many bags we have?" she said motioning to the colorful containers on the floor.

"congratulations" he said kissing her cheek lightly.

"thank you. I have done better though. I only have twenty-two bags today" she sighed.

"how many do you normally have?" I asked shocked.

"well the most I have come home with is forty-eight different bags, but I normally come home with about thirty-two" she said proud of her money spending abilities.

"I love you Alice, but you seriously need to limit yourself." I said putting my head in my hands.

She just laughed and started to show jasper all of the many items she had gotten from the three malls that we went to. I laid back and rubbed my feet. I closed my eyes, and took deep breaths. I got up and made my way over to the window. I stared out into the cloudy, overcast sky. I saw small droplets of rain trickle down from the ever darkening sky.

"Hey Bella?" Jasper called out snapping me out of my daze.

"yeah?" I said slowly turning to face him.

"we have some guests over just to let you know" he calmly stated.

"who?" I asked tilting my head to the side.

"oh the are the clan from Denali" my eyes widened in shock.

"vegetarian?" I asked hopefully.

"of course" he laughed at my horror struck face.

I let out my breath and felt relief come over me. I went back to sit next to Alice. Jasper kissed her again, and it reminded me of Edward. I yawned and stood up. I looked down at the many different colored bags. I almost picked them up but decided to just go up to see Edward.

"I'm going up to see Edward. Thanks for taking me shopping. I owe you one" I said to Alice.

Alice was just staring strait in front of her. She was in some sort of trance. I had seen it before, but never really noticed how separated she becomes during her visions. I waved my hand in front of her face. Jasper just sat calmly waiting for her to return to their conversation. I shrugged and started toward the stairs.

"Bella don't go up there" Alice yelled stopping me.

"why? I'm just going up to see Edward" I said continuing up the stairs.

"Bella please listen to me and don't go up there" She warned me.

"I am just going to say hi and tell him I am back. There's no harm in that" I said taking the last few steps up the stairs, but before I took the last few strides to his closed door Alice was in front of me blocking my way.

"Alice just let me through" she stayed put, "I won't stay in there for long okay?" I said pushing past her.

I stepped up to the door. I felt Alice's cold hand on my shoulder. She just stared intently into my eyes. I couldn't help, but be scared of what laid behind door number one. I took the silver knob in my hand. I just held it for a moment then pushed it open. What I saw broke me.

In front of my two brown eyes I saw Edward kissing a beautiful strawberry blonde woman. He held her waist. I did not blink I just stared at them. I felt my heart slowly crumbling to pieces inside my chest. The strawberry blonde woman wrapped her arms around his neck. That's when Edwards eyes opened. He saw me. His eyes were as wide as my own now. Tears started to drip down my face like the fell from the clouds outside.

"Bella, it's not what you think" he said taking a slow step towards me.

"you don't know what I'm thinking so how can you be sure?" I whispered stumbling back a bit.

"let me explain" he pleaded.

"no" I turned and ran as fast as I could down the stairs.

I could hear my name being called behind me it just made me run faster and farther away. I stopped at the door. I swung it open. I turned and gave one last glance behind me, where Edward stood at the top of the stairs. Tears fell faster and harder mimicking the rain that fell near me.

"bye Edward" I choked out.

I ran. I threw myself out of the door and escaped out into the downpour. I blocked out Edwards calls behind me. He screamed out my name. I could hear him getting closer. I pulled my keys out of my purse (the only bag I remembered). I jumped into my rusty red truck. I threw the keys into the ignition. My truck roared it's engine and I slammed my foot down on the gas pedal. My car screeched out of the long driveway and through the ferns until I finally reached the road. I looked behind me and a shiny silver Volvo was following my every move. I pressed down on the pedal harder. I turned left and right than another left. I had no clue where I was going but I had to get away from him. I recognized the area I was headed towards… La Push. I sped over the boundary line then came to a stop. He would never pass the boundary.

I watched as he stepped out of his car and got as close to the line he possibly could.

"BELLA!!" he screamed. I refused to get out.

"BELLA JUST GET OUT AND TALK TO ME, OR LET ME EXPLAIN!!" he screamed so I could hear him through the glass.

I slowly slinked out of the car and faced him. My eyes were puffy and red. Tears continued to trail lightly down my face. I stared at him as he gave me an innocent pleading look.

"Tell Alice I will find a way to talk to her. Goodbye Edward" I turned away fro his piercing ember eyes.

"Bella, don't do this. I wasn't, it isn't"

"you cheated on me Edward. I love you. Maybe I wasn't enough for you. She's beautiful I see why you love her" I pulled open the door of my car.

"Bella!! You are more than enough for me!! I don't love her!! I only love you!! I will only ever love you!! Please don't leave." he begged.

I sat down in the torn seat of my truck. I slammed my door as hard as I could. I gave him one last stare through my front windshield. I could hear him begging. I wiped the tears off of my cheek then turned and drove into the distance. I needed to go see my mom. She was vacationing in Italy. I will get on the first plane I can find. I will call Charlie, and tell him I need to take a break from Forks. He won't mind. I pulled over to the side of the road and simply cried into my shaking hands. I quickly pulled out my cell phone. I dialed Alice's number.

"hello" said a dull voice.

"Alice?" I was shocked at the now upset voice.

"BELLA!!"

"yeah it's me"

"oh my gosh!! Are you okay? My stupid idiot brother. I can't believe him"

"Alice I need you to do me a favor"

"anything"

"will you please not tell Edward or anyone where I am going. Please. I know with your visions you know where I am going. Whatever you do keep that a secret. I need time to myself. I can't do things anymore."

"Bella don't do anything stupid!! Please!! I am sure he didn't mean it. He loves you Bella."

"obviously not as much as that other girl"

"you mean Tanya?"

"whoever. I don't care"

"I will tell you this she is getting hell right now" I heard a door open and slam on her end of the phone.

"Alice is that her?" I heard Edwards voice ask.

"yeah but…" I heard the phone being tossed around. Edward and Alice were fighting for the phone.

"Bella?" Edwards voice yelled out at me "Bella?!"

"Edward tell Alice to call me on Buffy's number. She will know what I mean"

"Bella wait listen to me!"

"no im done listening. Edward leave me alone. You should be happy you have the perfect girl now"

"no she just left me. Bella you're the perfect girl for me! You and only you!"

"goodbye Edward, and I can assure you this is the last time I will talk to you. Take care of yourself"

I could hear him calling out my name as I snapped the phone shut. I turned the phone off and continued to drive to Seattle, to the airport.