Prologue
What do you consider a Life altering event?
some would say when there sports team won a championship.
others would say when their first child was born, many would say when they first fell in love and got their heart broken.
but what if the one and only person you ever loved was taken from you because of what you are?
(I do not own this poem)
by HvN
The Heavens Will Cry
The heavens are crying again,
Earth is drowning in tears.
I stand broken in the middle,
Conquered by all my fears.
Heartbeat ceased its rhythm,
Body still moving ahead.
Mind consumed by shadows,
I feel as if I'm already dead.
I'm stuck writing to forget,
Can't seem to erase this day.
"I love you" was left out,
Of all the things we could've said.
Nightmares became a reality,
A sign that it was time to die.
I stand forever broken in two,
Tonight the heavens will Cry.
My name is Jason McCarty and this is my story
I was 100% sure I was dreaming, because I was dancing with Elizabeth in my old room in Oregon. The radio played softly in the background and Liz locked her arms around my neck pressing her body to mine and laid her head on my chest. The soft music filled the room.
There you go flashing fever from your eyes
hey baby come over here and shut them tight
I'm not denying were flying above it all
hold my hand don't let me fall
your such amazing grace
I've never felt this way
ohh show me heaven cover me
leave me breathless
oh oh oh show me heaven please
I picked her up bridal style she smiled at me. I loved the pink blush in her cheeks when she smiled at me. I would lay down my life for her. I laid her on my bed and stroked her cheek with my thumb and stared into her green eyes. She sighed and said "Jason, you know I love you right?" I smiled and nodded as she cupped my cheek. "If anything ever happens to me I want you to be hap-" I bent down and press my lips to hers. "shh nothing is going to happen I won't allow it , I love you Liz " she smiled at me. I placed my hand on her neck and I started to kiss her again but before I could she looked like she was in pain she screamed "JASON HELP ME" but no sound came out of her mouth, then her head fell to the pillow and there was no sign of life. I looked at my hand and it was covered in her blood then the scene changed. I was sitting on the Forrest floor holding Liz's lifeless body in my arms crying hysterically. I looked up to the sky and yelled "NOOOOOOOO"
I woke up in my bed in Fork Washington with a splitting headache. I got out of my bed and walked to my dresser flipped through the list of music on my Ipod. "Dj envy MVP new DMX ain't no Sunshine in this sooooong" came from the speakers. I picked up the picture of Liz ,she was 5'3 with short spiky black hair. Her friends called her "Pixie on crack" her smile could light up time square and she could kick the energizer bunnies ass. I sighed and put the picture back and headed for the shower for my first day as a senior at forks high. "joy" I mumbled as I turned on the shower hot as I could and leaned against the wall closeing my eyes. I felt Liz's arms wrap around my waist as she pressed her body to my back. I formed a fist with my right hand, cocked my arm and punched the wall screaming "GOOOOODDAAAAAAAAMIT". I turned off the shower, wrapped a towel around my body. I whipped the steam off of the mirror and looked at my reflection. I had Short black hair, a pale white face. more pale than vampire pale.
I walked into my closet and grabbed a tank top, black jeans and my trench coat. I laughed at my self, a Goth that listens to rap music I can't even do the goth thing right. OK so lets do goth check list: Black hair...check, Depression...check ,white make-up...oh I don't think so, Trench coat...check. I grabbed my I pod tucked it into my pocket I walked down stairs and of course my father was reading some stupid book. "well if it isn't my daughter Jason" I rolled my eyes "later LEECH" I replied and walked outside. I stood on the porch and deliberated. Ducati or ninja. I smirked and hopped on the Kawasaki Ninja ZX-6R .
I pulled into the parking lot and people looked at me like I was crazy. "Well that didn't take long" I said to myself. I found a parking space next to a silver Volvo where seven students stood staring at me. I rolled my eyes and thought to myself. "stupid bloodsuckers" Then I heard two heartbeats from the group. interesting I thought as I walked past them into the office. I heard one of them yell "what took you so long Alice?"
After I got my schedule from the office I made my way to trig. The teacher told me to introduce my self, I rolled my eyes. "I'm Jason" I said as stoic as possible and made my way to my seat staring at the front of the class not really paying attention to the lecture. I must have nodded off because the next thing I knew I was laying on a beach with Liz. "Jay can you put some lotion on me?" she asked me. I smiled after undoing her bikini top and rubbing lotion on her back. "roll over baby" I told her. She rolled over and I discarded her top. "J give it back NOW!" she demanded. As I bent down to kiss her.... RIIIIIIIIIING. my eye's shot open. stupid fucking bell!
The next thing I know I am sitting in the luchroom at an empty table with no food listening to my Ipod :
It hasn't always been this way
I remember brighter days
before the dark ones came stole my mind
wrapped my soul in chains
now I live among the dead
fighting voices in my head
hoppin someone hears me crying in the night
carries me away
SET ME FREE
I noticed someone waving a hand in front of my face. I took out one of my ear buds and looked up to see who was talking to me. I saw her face and I couldn't breath. My heart started to beat really fast "Hi, my name is Alice" the pixi girl said to me. "its not Liz its not her its not her" I chanted in my haid. "this is jasper,Rosalie, Emmet, Edward, Bella, Jake and Nessi, mind if we sit here with you?" she asked me. I looked back at Alice, replaced my ear bud, stood up and walked out of the lunchroom. Scanned the parking lot for humans I used my vampire speed and ran for the Forrest. When I got far enough away from the humans at school I fell to my knees and started to cry
Alice pov
I stood there and watched him walk away without saying a word. I frowned, that's not how I thought that would go. I saw him and I was very happy. Then I felt Jasper squeeze my arm "what is it jasper" I growled irritated. His eye were shut and he had a pained look on his face. "jazz whats wrong" I asked again. Threw gritted teeth he said "so much pain" I look at Edward and he was staring at me. I frowned "WHAT?!" I demanded. Everyone looked at me. "look Alice, becarful you look like someone he was in love with" Edward explained. I rolled my eyes "I can handle it "
I was sitting in modern us history waiting for the class to start when he walked in. I could tell he had been crying. I looked lower and his jeans and shoes were muddy, I raised my eyes because the only seat open was next to me. He looked at me and sighed making his way over to sit down. The teacher gave us a break and showed a movie. As soon as the light went out he put in his ear buds and laid his head on the table. hmm not a talker I guess. then a vision took over. It was me, I was forcefully thrown up against the wall and this man next to me was kissing me. I swallowed really hard. Are vampires supposed to get nervous?
The bell rang and the teacher shut off the tv and left the room. Most of the students were gone but he never budged so I shook his shoulder. He jumped and looked around, sighed and got up. I made it around the table and I almost got to the door when I was shoved up against the wall his hand cupped my cheek and this his lips were against mine. They were so soft I closed my eyes. When I opened my eyes I was having a vision . The vision was more like when Nessi would show me a memory. I was standing in the Forrest and two vampires were restraining the man that was just kissing me. Then I saw a vampire holding a women that I swear was me...I mean she looked exactly like me. "Jason, I told you that if I couldn't have her, no on will!" The vampire said to him. So his name is Jason. "no please just kill me" Jason plead, but in the next instant the man snapped her neck and she fall to the ground. Jason crawled over to her. the man looked down at Jason "this is all you fault!" He spat at him. Jason wrapped her in his arms and kept repeating "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" The vision ended and Jason was standing in front of me, my hand covered my mouth. He looked at me like he was going to cry. He closed his eyes and mouthed "I'm sorry" and then he was gone.